cosplay challange

then after that i went to discovery centre for the cosplay challenge!XD

sad yq cant go...:( had to go alone

made some friends. nice people=D

saw the vocaloid cosplayers!!XD mikku's soo cute! hahaha

anyway today quite fun=D

then go home

after that go jp..bought some sushi!~

haish...why do i always crave for japanese food??~

matsuo

yea! xt came my hse today hahahah. crapped alot. long time nv see her le hahaha

okay...still kinda in emo state....my keychain!~TT_TT

anyway, at night go eat together with mum friend.

went to matsuo!!XD man its really delicious. i cant describe it. but its very nice and fresh! anyway didnt take photos...coz cannot be rude to mum's friends mah. though its very ex too TT_TT...

yup, we kept ordering sashimi and sushi! really nice. the miso soup is nice too. ahh~ if i've got all the money in the world, i'd at least dine there once a week!XD

你不是真正的快樂

五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂

人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnMt5ehD394
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今天不知怎麼了﹐一直在聽這首歌。當天和sy在kbox時點了這首歌﹐差一點就哭出來了。感覺好感動。

這讓我想起當年一位很好的朋友對我說﹐她覺得雖然我看起來好像每天都很開心﹐但是當一個人的時候很容易露出悲傷的眼神。這是頭一次有人看穿了我的偽裝。

後來陸陸續續有嘗試過放開心懷﹐把真正的感情流露出來﹐或者暗示別人 。但後來我發現﹐其實真正的感情一點也不重要﹐也沒人在乎。重要的只是別人所感受到的。

也就是說﹐不管一個人有多麼的愛另一個人﹐如果那另一個人所感受到的是恨意﹐那跟那個人是恨著那另一個人是一樣的。

所以只要以最對自己有利的方式活下去就好了。只要不露出真感情﹐就算受到傷害也沒有那麼痛。

但一直這樣是很累的。

今年有嘗試再度不隱瞞感情﹐生氣時就表現出生氣的樣子﹐不開心時就不要笑。但還是有人被我無意的偽裝給騙了。
也有嘗試自己努力去抓住自己的夢想。但 ...

我放棄了。

為何一直要改變我自己呢? 害怕時逃走真的是錯的嗎?為什麼一定要勇敢的站起來面對?

只要不努力﹐失敗時就沒有那麼痛。這不是我一直以來都相信的嗎? 為何要改變? 為何現在才要開始努力?

已經太晚了... 這次的傷太重了...

我發現 人 只要一開始戴上面具﹐就很難拿下來了。

不要再為你哭了

愛我的資格

為你傷心多一點 少一點
流下的眼淚都一樣不值得
世界上那麼多人 只有我 一個人
能拯救自己的快樂
不要再為你哭了
by S.H.E

正巧在lot1聽到這首歌﹐好喜歡喔。
但我已無法回到未認識你的我了。
anyway, went there eat with dagugu they all. delifrance bistro is nice!:)

ah! and lot 1 got soo many new food stalls!XD love the mangopomelosago and the milk pudding!~ yumyum!XD

知道了...

一切都完了﹐是時候該放棄了。

我早就該知道了﹐為何還期待著?為什麼不回我?

第三十八天

today, go sch, band meeting...

after that go out eat ichiban with sy. ...

買的第三十八天。不見了。

我與它還有兩個約定。還沒實現。我已經靠那兩個願望很近了。好怕會因此而無法實
現願望。再加上﹐那是我爸今年買給我的生日禮物。

好傷心。為何人心那麼壞。那些東西對我而言是金錢無法彌補的﹐而對那小偷而言
有是什麼呢? 我能肯定那些東西對我的價值遠遠超過對那小偷的。

為何正當我那麼快樂時要推我下地獄呢? 我開始覺得這只不過是序章而已 ...

我與幸福無緣。

爸﹐我對不起你。

naruto fanarts

yea! wake up, got the sudden urge to draw! hehe due to the great cosplays i saw ytd!XD

first up is..naruhina!XD they are soo cute!~

anyway, wanted to draw naruto encouraging hinata de, budden looks like naruto's sleeping in a very weird position haha. so decided to add the speech bubble.
it says: it'll be alright so dont worry!
anyway, sorry if got any mistakes, coz my jap not good haha

sasusake! hehe though i'm more of a leesaku fan haha

anyway, these arts aint complete yet. i kinda drew halfway, then had the sudden urge to color. so i just ink what i have drew, never erase the pencil markings and photocopied it. that's why their bodies aint complete and lines are pretty messy. hope i'd be able to do the complete versions soon:)

like i always said...haishh...if only i had all the money in the world. i'd buy all the colors for the markers in the world.

some people say, for women, no matter how many pairs of shoes they have, they always feel that they are short of one.

for me, no matter how many different colors i have, i always feel that i'm short of one color.

lol, but the lucky thing for me is that the amount of colors available is fixed, while the types of shoes available are infinite!XD muahahahhahah

ah! might as well use this chance to show what i drew in AFA's grafitti wall haha

cute?? hahai am just too clever!:)*added*

AFA08 Day 2

yea! today went back AFA!! with wh, mumu(he is officially mumu now hahahah), yh and qh!:)

haha, todat not so much ppl le.

saw the final fantasy figurines on display!!!!XD sooo cool!!! wasnt able to see them coz got too many ppl ytd le haha

anyway today got even more cosplayers!!! hehe

saw a monster de, super cool! oh! and someone cosed as a menos!! really cool!!! ah! saw a different gintoki today! even saw the menos and gintoki fighting haha funny

saw kurenai too!! hehe nicenice!

saw the naruto cosplayers from ytd!XD haha they're all in different costumes from ytd!

ah! there's sai!!~~~~<3 he's cute hehe.

and didnt see hinata & sakura :( saddd

anyway, took lotsa photos!! hehe

saw the kakashi and naruto from ytd! so shuai!~ hahahah

okay...lazy to upload photos also...wanna see ask me bah wahahahahaha!!

oh yea! the cosplay mania! almost forgot haha

was super cool! love the ultraman+monster haha. and the code geass!!!! super cool! love the pizza!! hahaha

and the codegeass with the robort!! the robort is sooo cute!! so is the lelouch cosplayer!XD

ah! and the vocaloid one is cute! esp de mikku haha

oh!! and there's this 2 cosplayers who are super GREAT! i dont know what anime they cosplayed, but they look super beautiful!XD

oh! and i finally had the courage to ask don kanonji to take pics with me!! hehehe

anyway, before we went, i finally had to courage to ask naruto to take a pic with me. and i was soo lucky coz he called sai along!XD hehe they are soo nice too! + cute haha

okay, anyway, thanks alot for all the patient cosplayers for letting me take photos!XD

let's just hope one day i can finally cosplay myself too hahahaha

anyway after that eat subway with wh and mumu(again!? i know haha...why recently always eat subway?) sad yh and qh had to go first:(

then go pool!~ hehe

AFA08 Day 1

haha went to the anime festival asia 2008 at suntec with yq!XD

okay, was really fun. saw lotsa cute things!XD

even saw chibi deathnote figurines!! soo cute!!

ah, and saw lotsa nice artworks. really nice.

not to say there's manga artists' original artwork on display too!kyaa~~

there's deathnote, prince of tennis, bleach, naruto, one piece and...D.GRAYMAN!!

man the dgrayman one is really nice.

ah, then vandalise abit on the graffiti wall, budden that time got ppl sitting in front of it so i can only draw like sideways, not to say i didnt have pencil and only got pen. so the drawings were like...errr..yaa haha

anyway saw lotsa cosplayers!!! hehe, everyone looks so nice=D

and saw don kanonji and kon!!!! lol. so cool!XD

anyway saw the naruto cosplayers, really like kakashi team+hinata!XD

ah, but shino and kakuzu are cool too!:)

haha naruhina rocks!XD they were sooo cute!

ah! and the cosplayer doing sakura was great! even though i dont really like the char. haha

sad there's no gaara:(

anyway, i cant believe how cowardly i am!!! arghhh

i bet anyone who knows me will be super surprised to see that day's me!

haish..everyone looks so great, wanted to take pics with the cosplayers. cant believe how timid i am and how i stuttered!!! grrrr

anyway the kakashi and naruto super shuai!XD hahahaha seriously. and its not because they are the only ones i managed to take pics with lol

ah..as for the pics..i'm too lazy to upload lol=_=...

errr...if anyone wants to see...come my house see bah hahahaha or msn me lol

anyway, after that lunch ate MOF!!! heheheh nice.

sad yq need to go off early..

ah! and sy!!! she called me to tell me that she's at suntec and that JJlin is there too only after i'm halfway home!! grrr!!! linjunjie!!~~~~~TT_TT

兩個人吃飯

band!~

today after band go eat subway with section!!

then came to my house and watch the dvds that we borrowed from the band.

okay lar, not bad. learnt quite alot of things lol

then go eat dinner..

為何兩個人吃飯會比一個人來的寂寞呢?

我發現我們已無話可聊。

sorry

haish..at first want go expo meet qf de. in the end so many things cropped up. only can go for evening. budden she sick...wont be staying till evening..haishh...

so sad.

get well soon okay qf?

and sorry:(

SAF concert~

today. band!~ hahaha

after band went sakae buffet @ citylink. haha..eat until sooo full!

then go for the SAF concert!


group photo!

okay lar, actually got alot more photos de. got 2 very ugly one somemore, but i know u all will mind me putting de.so i just put this one k??:)

me and janice!=) aint esplanade nice??(refer to background lol)

man..the SAF concert is NICE!XD esp love the flute soloist. she super pro!XD haish...will there ever be a day i can play like her??? haha

anyway, after that take mrt go home....ended up crap talking and eating icecream with J&A! haha. the cornetto mcflurry is nice! but abit too sweet le. i know i'd have a bad sorethroat the next day:(

situations i hate to be in...

band...after that go eat subway!!!=)

anyway...too bored. so shall list situations i hate to be in...

• go toilet no toilet paper


• toilet very dirty


• no money


• the food wasnt as i expected


• or rather, is when i thought i can eat A, then in de end it turns out to be B. even if B is still tasty, but because i was looking forward to A, i'd feel damn arghhh


• someone breaks their promises


• go restaurant/food stall which i was looking forward to, then end up its closed.


• when i know something bad is gonna happen...


• to be with someone i dont like


• choosing between manga and food


• my markers run out of ink


• cannot find my things


• alone with someone i'm not familiar with


• i've got no com to use


• realised i did something wrong


• didnt do what i ought to do

ya...so far like these hahahahahah

ramenten

okay, today go school...hand in letter. haish..still duno can or not

anyway, saw jt jos wh in sch. sculpting balloons!:)

so long never twist balloons liao, forgot most things le.

anyway, then we go mac and crap talk again!XD hahaha..talked quite alot of interesting stuffs:)

the new super big burger. really super big leh.


then go far east with yq!

anyway, went to ramenten to eat.

sad mostly is spicy de, and i cant stand spicy stuffs. then not much choice le.

was deciding between the scallop one and abalone. but scallop one is miso, so its just miso ramen and add scallop. so decided to ordered the abalone one. $14+

okay...its actually veg soup, and not abalone soup=_=. should have expected that much from the price. abalone was...errr....like octopus sashimi lol okay lar, still quite nice lar

abalone ramen


yq ordered this ramen. too spicy for me! haha. but the soup really nice.

cute yq:)

decorations! nice haha.

teeth!>_<

woke up...realised my baby bro grew teeth!XD soo cute!!


can u see the tiny little teeth at the middle of the lower jaw??


okay, was trying to take pics of his teeth the whole morning, but he just wouldnt let me take!!!:(
these 2 pics are the only pics were the teeth is close to visible. haha.

okay..then...smth happened....never realised it'd become this way...miscommunication..

anyway, at night bring baby bro go takashimaya!XD
its his first time there! woohoo!

had jap food at sushi tei!:)

this is a must order in sushi tei!XD unagi inside tamago!XD

special unagi roll!

nice sushi!~

uni~

ikura!~

the sushi!~

my bro and mum. he looks soo cute in his new jacket!:)

痛苦

失落

悲傷

無奈

後悔

痛苦

絕望

憎恨

空虛

君が望む永遠

wow, went out with yq, finally did the paint thingy!XD

yq did yq and i did wy haha

i think yq one very nice, love the wings!

mine, at first very nice, till i accidentally tilt it, then the paint all go tilt, then my clovers doesnt look like clovers anymore:(

saddd

haish, then jt and wh came my hse...

talked about alot of things...

talked about the anime show kimi ga nozomu eien, 君が望む永遠.

anyway, it is a 1guymanygirls slightly hentai game. then they took out quite alot of sexual intentions, and made it into a anime.

i really dislike mitsuki and takayuki!!! and shinji also.

okay, i never play the game before, so all my views were derieved from the anime only.

what i dont like about them:

• mitsuki get close to takayuki coz haruka likes him.=_=, have got ulterior motives for making friends
• mitsuki pretending to be ms. nice. she fell in love with the guy(takayuki) that her best friend(haruka) like, not to say the reason for her going near takayuki was to help haruka, and in the end she decided to act noble and help haruka, when takayuki already fell in love with mitsuki=_=.
• takayuki decided to stead with haruka, even though he doesnt like her. he only went to the place of confession coz he thought that mitsuki is gonna confess to him.
• takayuki doesnt even treat haruka like his girlfriend
• after takayuki really likes haruka, and they are happily together, mitsuki gets emo
• takayuki is late for the date with haruka, and he wasnt THAT anxious
• she's thick skinned enough to stop takayuki from running to his date, to ask him buy a present for her coz its her birthday
• she asked her best friend's boyfriend to buy her a ring
• takayuki is late for the date, and haruka got into an accident while waiting for him
• mitsuki showed up in the hospital, with the ring in her 4th finger. WTF
• mitsuki stripping and seducing takayuki to have sex with her, to bring him out of that depressed state
• takayuki got better just because he had an affair with mitsuki?!?
• takayuki is damn fickle minded, and dont know who to choose
• takayuki feeling that haruka is not the haruka he knows anymore just because he thinks she's strong mentally. wtf, so meaning if haruka is weak, he wants. if she's strong, he dont want?!?! not to say haruka aint as strongs as he thinks she is, she doesnt want takayuki to worry for her
• mitsuki gets emo and keep hurting herself coz shes scared of losing takayuki
• she flirts around, almost had sex with 2 guy, to hurt herself
• her friend shinji came and saved her from the 2 guys, she ended up stripping and seducing shinji
• the next morning, when she realised she slept with shinji, she went crazy, cried, hit and blamed shinji, asking him why he never stop her and why he slept with her. i'm like wtf? u were the one seducing him
• shinji chases the 2 guys away, but end up sleeping with mitsuki himself=_=, when he's got a girlfriend. i'm like..hello? do u think it makes much diff to her sleeping with u or strangers? she still betrayed takayuki
• takayuki decided to be with mitsuki, after knowing how mitsuki is hurting herself. WTF. so u just want a weak girlfriend whom u can so called protect?

so obviously, my fav. char in this show is haruka.:) coz she didnt did much wrong...

anyway, what i said may not be 100% true coz its how i decipher the anime, and u watched this anime quite some time ago and my memory is getting faulty haha.

okay, in the end, i totally spoilt the reputation of all guys yq had hahahah. when she realised that almost all guys watch porn.

and she couldnt understand why shinji chases that 2 guys away but end up sleeping with mitsuki himself. i told her, guys would, they can even sleep with people they dont love.

when asked, if they were shinji, would they do it or not. and they said, they would if they got no gf or wife. she was like totally o_O!? haha

baby brother~

my baby brother is just too cute!XD mass photo taking!!!~~~

sorry but lazy to edit and rotate the pics. anyway, he's cute no matter its vertical or horizontal!!! ahahahahahhaXD

aint he just cute!!~~~<3

slack...

band!~

then go eat subway!~ yaya
haish..feel like so long as with J&A like forever eat subway de lol

heng got the guys, if not i one person bring all those things home, really tiring!! haha

then go home..slackslackslackslack haha

watched katekyo hitman reborn!!!

okay..finally..watched till the latest ep le.

anyway, i haven read the manga, so cant compare. but i feel that the anime of katekyo is still pretty well done:) at least for the visual part=D

happy birthday qifang!=D

happybirthday qifang!!!!=D

u r 1 yr older!!!

and congrats for finishing ur Os:)

anyway today..go out with vera jie:)

and like always..she's late.......

while waiting for her...i walked and walked, and finally decided to buy the salmon belly sushi($5, 4pcs)

couldnt find a place to eat, and ended up eating beside an escalator at the carpark.

soooo many people were staring at me!!! TT_TT

the sushi is okay, worst than most shops, but better than sakae...

anyway, after vera jie finally came...

ate the chewy junior!!!


so nice!!! i ate the strawberry cheese while vera jie ate the double choc
both are sooo nice!XD

then bought the hotdogs. the cheese balls are pretty nice, but the mushroom and black pepper hotdogs are too spicy for me:(

then go walk walk...

and decided to eat uzumaki!XD

we get to chose the icecream, and can choose the cone, the mix ins.

i chose the mint icecream, and decided to mix choc chips and sweet balls(the very colorful small lil sweet balls)

sooooo darn nice~!XD

though it doesnt look very appetizing here, but its because the color of the sweet balls came off and kinda mix with the mint icecream

anyway, they kinda piak the icecream on a cold metal board, and mix the choc chips and sweet balls inside. its interesting to watch:)

and we went back to the ulu place where i ate my sushi to eat the icecream haha

anyway bought 2 shoes! finally lol.
love the sandals! swapped with vera jie one side. now both sides different so cool haha

well, these added to my collection of err...sports shoe, converse shoe(bought 2 years ago), sandal(bought 3 years ago) and slippers(which never fails to give me blisters after wearing)

i think the amount of shoes i have is pathaticTT_TT

went bugis street. bought alot of things.

what i love most is my new bag!!!!!!

hahahah..its sooo big and i can stuffs lotsa things inside! but i kinda regretted the moment i step out of the shop. i should have choosen the black one instead of the brown one. haish...i only chose the brown one becoz i've got too many black bags and no brown bag:(

but anyway, the zinc's shop got this shopkeeper that i think is quite chio!=D and she's very sweet and nice too haha.

okay..then went to eat the fries in bugis junction...
highly reccomended by clara


i ordered the say cheese...fries with cheese, sour cream and bacon
okay lar..not bad....but not very fantastic...

okayy..then went far east. the only thing i bought over there was...sweetalk lol

went home. tired. realised got miss call from ytd night o_O!? so sorry!

got home...wasnt hungry so didnt really want dinner..

until the hairy crabs came!!XD
omg..fresh, living hairy crabs! love them!


the male and the female!

okay..decided to eat 1 male 1 female since v. long very eat le..

like always..i prefer the male one

coz its flesh are bigger, and it has the white gao or whatever u call that which is super nice!XD


the roe!XD nice! super nice!

For there to be memory that has been forgotten...

band!~

lol my hols now is full of band haha

anyway, read the newest few chaps of new trails.

it says...

For there to be memory that has been forgotten, there has to be someone else who remembers the things that has been forgotten. Otherwise, nobody would know that something has been forgotten, and then it’s the same as it not having existed in the first place

this is sooo true....

and it just reminds me of tsubasa.....

tsubasa is really a sad manga...but i wonder how many of those who read tsubasa or xxxholic thinks that they're sad?

should i?

wake up. go band!~=D

today weather quite cool~ nice

should i buy psp?

should i or not?? hmmmmm

go eat mos. nice=)

night go mac crap talk again haha...but sad today not much time, din really talk much.

haishh

okay...ytd emo whole day...nv see hp...in the end today wake up got like soo many sms and miss calls. i'm so sorry everyone:(

i know...if by today the call didnt come...there's probably no chances at all.

and it didnt....

mum sent me a letter, want me to print and give principal. should i?

anyway, heard that some ppl want to drop 4H2, even though they can keep.

are u all really gonna drop? coz once u drop, u can never get it back again. think over it carefully. but no matter what u all choose...we'll still support u!XD

haish..should have known..if by today nv call..most likely is no chance le. haishh...too bad lor

who ask i nv work hard enough..

feel like eating sushi lol

妖怪のお医者さん

was reading monster doctor, 《妖怪のお医者さん》, online..

its really nice..

seriously..

it'd be a great hit soon

love the male lead, kuro!

he rocksXD my ideal guy hahaha...

love yayoi too! she's so cute=D

i'm a yayoiXkuro fan now! hehe

anyway...i think its such a bad time to be reading monster doc now....

我已經忘掉沒有朋友那段時期的心情了。
那時候 ... 我是怎麼生活的﹐為什麼可以一個人過日子?
我大概已經 ... 無法回到一個人的生活了。
我肯定變得比以前軟弱, 變得比以前 ... 更堅強。
我有朋友了!

這是當男主角﹐黑郎﹐ 在第28集的最後機頁﹐去幫養母掃墓時的想法。他發現到自己不再是孤單的﹐應為他交到了朋友(他們是黑郎最先交到的幾位人類朋友)

這大概也算是我這幾個月來的心聲吧。

我能夠說 我已經很久沒有在人群之中了。大概是自從學長他們開始準備 'O' 水準吧﹐就沒什麼以群活動了。班上聚會什麼的﹐我從來不去。因為就算去了也無法融洽。

說白了﹐我只是一個交際能力差﹐人緣不好的人罷了。

就算到了高中﹐因為是和一群同中學的人在一起﹐也無法重新生活。就算我們幾個常常在一起﹐也只不過能算是在學校里的互相陪伴吧。

換了班之後﹐感覺上大家以前都認識。

我 ... 最不擅長這種情況了。

與中三時一樣的狀況。

如果一開始大家都不認識對方﹐要與他人講話是很容易的一件事。

但只要大家有認識的人﹐我就很難能介入了。

好不容易﹐因一次班級聚會﹐與大家的感情開始有好轉。

不知不覺﹐愛上了這個班﹐愛上了大家﹐也與大家相處得很好。雖然偶而會有一些摩擦﹐但這段時期還是開心快樂的。

就如黑郎所說的﹐我已忘掉沒有朋友那段時期的心情了﹐也不知當時我是怎麼一個人過日子的。我大概已經 ... 無法回到一個人的生活了。因此﹐我變得更軟弱﹐害怕失去。但同時我也變得更堅強﹐因為我身邊有人。

不過 ... 天下沒有不散的宴會, 也沒有一輩子的朋友。美好的夢總會有結束的一天。

現在﹐問題在於夢何時會結束﹐而決定權已不再我手上。我的夢會在這個假期結束﹐或會延長到明年﹐全靠她一時的決定了。

我現在正出於一個快要回到一個人的時期。我不知現在心裡的感覺是什麼﹐只是知道覺得好空虛﹐是個討嫌的感覺。我要如何再次回到一個人的生活呢?

她不告訴我是否成功﹐也不讓我絕望。好想結束一切﹐不管是好是坏﹐至少能痛快一些。好過這種不三不四得感覺﹐讓我無法嚎啕大哭。

其實我也已經知道結果了﹐只是因為還未完全被拒絕﹐所以還抱著一絲希望。明知道已經是不可能得﹐卻還是那麼妄想。真是個大白痴。

其實這整件事﹐都是因為捨不得08s25。我對不起大家。抱歉。

《妖怪醫生》里的秀人說:

朋友那種東西﹐只要配合對方的話題適時點頭肯定﹐就交得到啦!

這種說法好悲傷喔!..
卻在某種程度來說也算是真的。

在《xxxholic》與《翼》的侑子和《魔法使小櫻》的觀月曾經說過:

這世上沒有偶然﹐有的只是必然。

我想如果夢真的在這個時候結束﹐也是必然的吧。

我們緣份已盡 ... ...

crap

woke up.

tired.

yq and qh came my house.

do homework.

actually totally no mood.

then go eat dinner with jt. qh had to go home

ate korean icecream. wh duno how to enjoy..

u mag no more le.TT_TT my S.H.E!!

go csc play pool.

so coincidental that wx's wedding dinner is there also

he came, looking super shuai!:D haha

think he looks nice with those clothes.

anyway after pool, go mac crap

crapped alot..

but i feel its abit over the limit le

anyway..heng yq looked at her phone..

i almost missed the last bus..

if not have to walk home again=_=

void

go sch..appeal. seems highly unlikely...

everyone seems to be smiling and laughing. yet everyone seems so sad.

when u all said good luck to me in the office..i felt like crying..am i abandoning u guys? sorry

but in the end...i knew it didnt go well........

maybe i should give up already...doubt the school will ever call me...

i'm sorry mum...
second time in my life i felt like she's my mum...
didnt felt like going to band at all..just felt like going into a deep slumber..

but i know i cant do this...i know there will be lots of others who feel this way too...and some of them will still turn up...

couldnt concentrate at all. almost fell asleep when tidying the scores..

too hungry. had my only popiah only at 4+

still couldnt concentrate...duno what i'm doing..

went to find mum after cca...

had steamboat. really nice. but couldnt really enjoy..

guess everyone gave up le...

dont even know what i'm feeling now.

is it void?

class bbq

today..go to school...

had the hell of my laugh when i know i got an A for pe LOL!!!!

tr wrote in ys testimonials that he is "polite and well mannered" LOL!!!!!!!!!

got back my results..aiya..expected de...

kinda sad. when people were being called to different venues.

when the tr read out the list of ppl that have to go to mpr5...i knew what's gonna happen..

today is prolly the last day i will go to school as 08s25

jn said...no matter what...have to keep...

but now its not about i want to keep or not..its about the school let me or not.

got there...tr obviously dont intend to let us keep...

haish..no choice..hope can appeal..


anyway...sc got new shirt. lol. exactly the same as rv band tee!!!

anyway...today gonna have class bbq!! yay!!

played alot..took alot of photos. too many photos le..so i shall just post the better ones:)


mh...the qianbian top scorer lol

doing stupid stuffs like trying to drink the water

and it was painful

but he just dont learn his lessons lol

the most gay gay of our class =_=...

lol..i shall not say much about this pic...*puff*

my cute lil bro is happy too!! coz got soo many korkors and jiejies

the 2nd most gay lol

well...the bp grp asked me to take more photos of zk..and this is what u get!:)

nice pose lol

sz and me!

bbq~

makan~

the use stove bbq grp!

awww....so sweet...

that's why we always say there aint much straight guys in our class lol

girls! sad joanne not here:(

gui lian!! obviously qh u duno what is guilian lol

food is soo tasty~

this chicken wing is soo big!!! lol

com united!

err...no comments..

hahahaha!!! height deceleration!

no idea what they doing...

superman!~~~

the highly worshipped king of gays....lol jk

the zipai king!!!! lol he got more zipai photos..just that i lazy upload haha

anyway whole day play play play. and i finally know how to play bridge liao!XD

btw...joseph..no matter u wan to believe it or not..today really is my first day playing bridge...though i know i super pro muahahahahaha

the food are nice. really. thanks alot to everyone that helped with the bbq!

anyway mh and joseph...please...i got a weak state of mind...dont keep scaring me...ren xia ren xia si ren. heard of it? and jt dont bother trying...u dun scare me hahahahahahaha

08s25!

btw wx...u looked like u've got a hole in ur hand..haha

small eyes version! in tribute of xm haha

btw...xm...are u trying to help joseph dig his nose?? and ys..are u sleeping?? lol

25 version! xm and joseph...what are u all doing=_= no one's interested in ur butts

anyway...it was sooo darn tiring!!!!!!! i was like half squating throughout the whole phototaking process!! TT_TT

sad joanne and shawn cant come today:(....

okay..after everything..its go home time
sorry wx...it wasnt on purpose...haish..think ur bball always very kelian when in contact with me..TT____TT
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the fire is pretty:)

haish...really dont want drop...let's just hope tmr goes by smoothly...sorry everyone