1 Litre of Tears

okay...slept at like 4am+ today morning. watched 1 litre of tears.

really sad. really sad. cried whole night le. eyes so darn puffy+pain

[spoilers]

really hate the fact that their parents tried to hide aya's sickness away from her.

they say they wish for aya to have a normal life. but i think that they are just plain selfish. they dont want to break the news to aya, they're afraid that aya will change after she knows.

i duno but...if i were aya. i'd want to know the truth. then i'll try my hardest to live my remaining life to the fullest and try to not leave any regrets.

and i think aya's got nice friends. the 2 of them are always willing to help her. even after one of them injured her hands because of aya, she was still willing to stand up for her when the class was discussing about aya's issue. though when the other friend said that it was tiring, it may seems like the friend betrayed aya. but i think it is normal for her to think that. the girl must have missed out alot too, and she must have been very tired. no matter how much she cares for aya, i think that sometimes they really do need a break.

as for the parents or students that wants aya to leave. i think its normal too. because human are born selfish by nature. esp since most of them are the so called elites, they care about studies more than anything.

for me i'd be more than happy if i could miss lessons. but for them, they are most probably aiming for some top schools, which is why they take their studies seriously. and we cannot deny the fact that aya did affect them in some way or another.

another factor that parents are concerned about is that they are afriad that their children would get hurt while helping aya, which proved to be right later. we cant really blame the parents can we?

i'm not saying that what the other classmates and parents did are all right. it is just a matter of what is their priorities. the world is not seperated in black and white, but is in shades of grey.

however for the case of aya's senpai. i think he's such a jerk(even though hes acted out by beloved matsuyama). i mean...he's trying to woo her right. just because he knows she's got some kind of illness, which he didnt even know what illness, he acts like a coward. worst of all, he dont want to be a bad guy. honestly, you are not even interested in her anymore and yet u hesitate to call her to call off the date. yea yea...some may say he's just a high school kid and wouldnt want to take responsibility of someone. but the fact that he's so willing to back out once he realise there's something wrong with the girl, just shows that he was wooing her half-heartedly. he just wanted a good girlfriend, and prolly it doesnt even matter who the girl is so long as the girl meets his criteria. this just shows that he'd be the type to leave his wife if his wife contracted some illness.

anyways..after i slept, and woke up, ended up talking to mum about this drama.

ive always knew that the mentality of me and my mum is very different. after the talk...i was wondering if i am too complex or my mum is too naive. personally, i think its my mum that's too hypocrite.

her actions doesnt match her words. her words of yesterday doesnt match her words of today. she just do and say whatever seems to benefit her more.

anyway, she was saying the drama is too fake. she says no one will ask the girl to leave the school. coz they'd pity her. she said if she were the parents, she'd even ask me to help her. and she crapped about how pityful some people are and we should really help them when they are in need blahblahblah...

and it was the same her, that always told me and my bro to mind our own business, and not try to save others. if ur friends get into fights, run. if u see other people drowning, never try to save them. and so on.

i told her, some of the parents were concerned about their children getting hurt while helping aya. and she crapped about parents would not be so heartless. and that even if get hurt also wont get hurt until very serious, so no big deal.

yup. so this is my mum.

anyway, after that go timah there play pool. in the end i got there 5 mins late, but everyone was later than me=_=. went to shop around. found a damn cool art shop! lotsa nice stuffs:)

pool was fun. but i was too tired to really enjoy myself haha.

then nothing much, go eat, then yq, jt, wh and ys came my house. at first is say wanna drink wine de. then in the end also duno what happened ended up watching documentaries on bermuda triangle. its really mysterious eh? then nothing much le lor haha

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yea! finally finished that. hope u all like it. and good luck for chinese!:)

okay pw got lotsa good advices.jiayou!

after that watched the first ep of 1 litre of tears, with the recomendation of clara.

so darn sad. first ep made me cry le. jy still say i look v. sian by the show. please lor, i'm holding back my tears can?

then band meeting. then got back home. duno why started playing ps2. abit sian.

kingdom hearts i keep cannot win the race against riku.

then for final fantasy X...i made a mistake. i should have let kimahri followed rikku's route. so that can steal more Lv3 keys from the 2 ronso. sian..i not enough Lv3 keysphere, i want my char.s to finish all their spheregrids!!!! ahh..i'm such a perfectionist.

okay...then go eat steamboat. nice nice!

duno why will talk about mum's dad die that time.

i've always thought that no matter what it is, i will still desire to know the truth.

but sometimes...there are really some things which i am better off not knowing and there are some things which i am totally not interested...why cant she just realise that?

got home...duno why go watch 1 Litre of tears. watch until ep 8....4am+

awww...cried like fountain. so darn sad!!!!!! haish....


the female lead, sawajiri erika and male lead, nishikido ryo. sawajiri is darn chio!XD

the aya's family.

i've seen the dad, jinnai takanori, somewhere..but i forgot where.

as for her sis, narumi riko, the girl with black coat at the back. i'm stunned she acted hagu for the jap version of honey and clover!! oh please. hagu is around 135-145 i think if im not wrong.

riko is 162cm!!! so much diff! ahh...cant stand! no matter how good the actor is, if she's tall, its really hard to give a feeling of a child. like how hagu is.

anyway, aya's first love is acted by matsuyama ken!XD L from deathnote!!XD

okay i prefer him much better in deathnote. his character sucks in 1 litre of tears. cowardly+insincere.

zettai kareshi!<3

*warning: contains spoiler& ending*
please do not read if dont like..

casts

mokomichi is sooo shuai!XD


manga vers. left is soshi, right is night. and of course the middle is riiko


finished zettai kareshi today
haishh..sooo tired now. cried too much le....

the drama is really different from the manga. personally...i think its a totally different story.

at first i prefer the manga one...coz its more school based and more carefree. but after finishing the whole series. man...i love the drama!!!

reasons:
1. the drama's night[mokomichi] is sooooo charming!XD
2. i dont scream da hell outta my lungs for the manga's night.
3. i wasnt soooo agitated when reading the manga.
4. the manga wasnt half as touching as the drama.

the drama is really touching. coz in the manga...riiko was already hurt by love, and it was pretty easy for night to be accepted. furthermore, night only appeared after riiko was rejected. meaning...from the start of his life till his end...he didnt have to see riiko have feelings for other men.

in the drama...night saw how riika fell out of love...and fell in love again[with another guy]...get hurt by love...then finally got to love him[night]

it was hurting to watch him...coz he tries his best for riiko, and yet was always rejected.

also...in the manga...although the fact that night has got his own will was also made known, but it wasnt emphasized as much as in the drama.

in the manga...it made love roborts seem like they are fun, despite the sad ending.
but throughout the whole drama...the fact that night has got his own will was such a sorrowful and yet miraculous thing to happen.

i can really feel that night is becoming human...unlike in the manga...

throughout the whole drama...i was half wishing that night and riiko will be together...and half wishing the ending will be like the manga..

night have tried sooo hard...finally...when riiko accepted him..he had such limited time to be with her. i really wish that night can have happiness too. forever.

but i know deep in my heart, a love between a human and a robort is wrong. the only way to make their love forever...was to let night fail....

riiko will go old...but night will not. its almost like riiko will continue moving on with life, while night can only stay at the same spot...that'd be even more sad i think...

really like this drama. cried my heart out...

ah..another thing. i'm pretty sure many ppl will like riiko and hate mika right? personally...i like mika more. riiko is really a nice girl. but i can totally understand how mika feels. and sometimes riiko is really insensitive to her friend. the fact that mika hated/disliked her for soo long and she didnt feel a thing, already shows how much she observe/notice her friend.

as for soshiXriikoVSnightXriiko.....
i'm for soshiXriiko. coz in the manga...soshi liked riiko for very long le...and....i duno but..i just support soshiXriiko more hahhahhahah

lalala

haish...do pw...:(

got home...this handsome boy came and greet me hahahah

aint he cool?XD


wc and uncle


lol..he's sooo cute!


anywaes...then go eat with mum, wc and uncle.

lol apparantly he hates the sun


look at how small his head is as compared to my hand!XD


anyway sianz...went to upper bukit timah there ate western food. i wanted to go somewhere else de:(


anywaes ordered this dory fish fillet. pretty nice. just didnt like the chili sauce underneath the fish:(
but the carrots were really nice! with the sauce and all...


my maid ordered this burger

okay...got home...use com...saw lots of haruma pics!XDD

man...he's sooo shuai...shuai until i cannot take it anymore i just call xt and rant about how shuai he is! hahaha.

xt ended up at my hse since its better to "fan hua chi" together face to face lol

cute right? haha


okay..we said we'd do a real ugly face...but i guess xt cannot differentiate cute and ugly right? hahahaha


yay! the idol of my house! aint he sweeeeeeet?<3


lol...okay...i carried him. and turned. his face was hilarious!!!! this was his face after i stopped haha

anyway, after xt went back, i started watching zettai kareshi by mokomichi!!!XD real nice! he's like soooo darn shuai laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar! i like siao zhabor like that kept screaming lol.

but sad this show they changed a hell lot. in the manga they were students while in the drama they were working adults...hmm...dont like riiko:( so mean to night...

boring day~ gokusen 3!

sy came my hse.

showed off the star of my house AGAIN!XD

haish...why is he so damn cute.

i'd never get tired of looking at himXD

this is haruma in koizora. great sweet+touching movie. though abit predictable but still very nice:)
man...he's totally shuai de lo! cant believe he's only one year older than me!
his hair can be abit more white/silver:). that'd be totally my type!XD muahahahahah


gokusen I!


matsumoto!~ oguri~ hiroki!~
matsumoto and oguri acted in hana yori dango too! :) and i know hiroki as nobu in NANA!
aint they cute!?

well..gokusen is really nice really. though it does get a lil boring after a few ep since its always the same pattern. the students gets into trouble, yankumi kicks the baddies asses. well, we cant expect much from a teacher-student drama can we? since its probably the only interesting thing that can happen haha.

anyway its still very touching. coz at least for each ep the troubles were different and its really sad and touching!XD


gokusen II

omgosh! love the 4 of them!XD sorry i excluded one out lol. u r still cute just not as cute as the others=P

the first 2 person i noticed were kamenashi and teppei.

since i saw the kindaichi movie that kamen acted in. he's like sooo darn shuai la!~ awww...sad i actually prefer the matsumoto vers. since kindaichi aint that cool+calm in the manga.]

and teppei is from love complex! the anime is great! just dont really like the live movie. a lil too boring for me. sorry=P

then...i totally love jin!XD he's soooo darn cute!=P it was hard deciding who's me fav. between kazuya and jin. but after one scene, where they were playing baseball and the baseball hit kuma, the expression jin gave was priceless!

mokomichi! okay la...he didnt get a REAL big role in gokusen. but i think he very shuai=P maybe also because of his tall built. oh, he acted in a drama called zettai kareshi this year!XD gonna watch it soon:)

gokusen III

ahh! gokusen 3!! all shuai gesXD i almost went crazy when i realised haruma is in gokusen 3!! sooooo shuai!!!XD i think he looks much nicer in colored hair than in black hair haha. he suit de naughty look more than the guai look haha.

oh, and all de other guys also very shuai=P. shohei got de depressed guy look haha

anyway...all in all right...gokusen3 is so so lo. coz all quite predictable liao...nth much=/. last time gokusen can see until every ep cry...now see the most touching ep also nv cry. but at least the ending is kinda new. but we all knew kazama is gonna live:)