『翼』

sec band~

2008-12-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

okay today went back rv..with sy!

ya..then go "disturb" the junior band when they having sectionals haha

flutes~

trombone~

horns~

eupho~

stringbass. okay guess how tall he is???

the truth is...

he's super tall as u can see. 188. TT_TT

okay feel too short liao so made him bend down haha

aint he cute!?

twilight movie

2008-12-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

okay like wow finally got to go out with ys this hols lol. we both sooo busy!X<

went vivo, watched twilight. OMG!!! its soooo freakin nice!!! man man man. i am soooo gonna buy the book to read!!!XD
the family of bella reminds me of someone...
love the forest scene, where edward was kinda throwing his temper haha. and jasper&alice are sooo good looking!!!XD love the part where they say jasper looked like he's always in pain lol.

the part where bella was leaving the house was super sad.

and...the killing of james was quite...er...gruesome lol. didnt like the fact that jasper and emmet looked like they were enjoying killing james off.:(

then after that shop a lil then nothing much le haha

pics:)

fierce face haha

LOL

i like this one lol. i took the last 2 photos without even looking at the cam. i just secretly took shots of her haha

Band Festival (Day 5)

2008-12-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

wow today performing le!! wake up...looks horrible(due to the lack of sleep) =(

me&hamimah

flutes~

verdi flutes~

me&jy

okay i'm lazy to list who is who liao haha

nj bandsmen~

pj flutes section!(inclusive of oboe) haha (and missing some) :(

afterthat...so tired le...we still got energy go eat mac together hahaha. sometimes i'm really impressed by how energetic we are ahahahhahah

Band Festival (Day 4)

2008-12-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

games during breaks! haha

okay lar. today not much time to take photos. and today ended early!!!! hehe

the others still stayed back to play games haha but we went first coz quite tired mah.

i pity those who need to bring tuba back and then to esplanade tmr:(

mum say...will go out eat dinner. so never cook nor buy food home.

in the end wait wait wait. wait until 8+ still haven come back.

its like...forget it lar. i should have known.

dinner was...eww...leftover spagetti with a minimal amount of sauce. okay...it totally taste like i'm eatting the spagetti without sauce:(

then she came back...and asked if its okay to not go out eat coz she's too tired. ya...heng i went ahead and eat first. or i'd be damn pissed off.

Band Festival (Day 3)

2008-12-19T23:09:00.003+08:00

okay....Blessed Are They by Bhrams...is...super tiring to blow!!! argh!!! my stomach+lungs like gonna burst like that!!! lol but its a nice song. seriously:) though we're still not able to play very nice yet...hope another few days practices will make a difference:D

the tubas

me&candice

girls:D

piggggg haha

and of course got stay

and we decided to go the lailai restaurant in JP to eat! haha and of course got stay back and play games haha

my beef noodles was nice. seriously!

tofu+century egg

milk pearl red tea

fried prawns

fried tofu

egg beancurd + redbeans

well..in the end at JP saw lotsa alumni ppl lol.

kiwi, sb, ant and dan haha.

Band Festival (Day 2)

2008-12-18T23:48:00.005+08:00

2nd day! finally had combined and saw our conductor. funny, interesting and nice:D hehe

lol my cute sectionmates haha

ek, the L-wannabe

janice & i!

joanne~~

and me!=D

lol nice expression candice:D

jamie&chirstine!

and we stayed back to play games again lol.

okay lar very cute le lar

dinner was...subway lol

Band Festival (Day 1)

2008-12-17T23:34:00.008+08:00

first day of band fest!:) was damn suay coz that one came.TT_TT

and we're off to NIE~

me & jamie!

okay first day...was quite surprised to see nj ppl there, didnt know that they will be the champerons(duno how to spell lol)

okay...got icebreakers...and some games...and knew my section!:) hehe all nice girls hahahahah

lunch was..mac. yaa...aaron ate subway AGAIN! but he said the veg taste weird hmm...

today whole day sectionals...

after that...lol duno why our sch de ppl stayed back and played games. since i cannot play...i shall take photos!!!=D

lol husband & wife

run!!!

sweet:)

wow...she can run with those shoes!o_O!?

nice:)

lol quite obvious that u gonna tee tee tiu me liao

NIE!

US! hehe

okay then actually wanted to go JP eat de(its soo big now!!! but ironically, it gets even more crampedTT_TT) but really too many ppl and my cramps really hurt...we went to the coffeeshop beside westmall to eat lor.

homework..

2008-12-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

today was the day meant to eat hanabi with bandsmen...sad some couldnt make it:(

and then...it became homework day!:)

went sch do hw with yq qh and bernard. haha..but me and yq like ended up only doing the drafts for the challenge haha. but yea! finally finished lol, despite the strong wind in sch.

went home...saw my cute lil bro!XD

lol i've got no idea which position he slept in to have such a hairstyle haha

and he sat beside the dinning table to eat with us today!:D

okay, all in all..he's still super cute!XD and his hair is getting browner!:D

in the end still got tons of hw left=_=..and i know i wont have any free time left after band fest... which starts tmr...

airport.

2008-12-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

today...went discovery centre again:) for the cosplay challenge haha.

finally finalised the basic draft!! next week gonna cut the cloths le! and next sat got outing at bugis to buy materials for props...sad next week got band fest cannot go...haishhh:(

anyway, realised that LOTSA ppl in the challenge actually cosplayed yesterday!!! and i didnt recognise them!!! arghh!!! how dumb can i be!?!?! grrrr:(

but anyway, after go home, mum say uncle coming back to singapore tonight. so we went airport to fetch him.

yum yum...i'm hungry!

look! i love tiger!:)

do not snatch my tiger away okay?

aww..the biscuit looks delicious too...

calamari! okay..it doesnt taste as nice as it looks:( sotong was sooo difficult to chew!!!

but my brother really wanted it!!

but we let him have the veg instead haha

or baby biscuits with tartar sauce!:D

oww..it taste weird.

and here comes the steak!

fries taste weird too

but i love it~

anyway, i ordered medium steak.. and what that came was...

part of it soo cooked

and another part pretty raw lol

aww..dont he look cute with the hood on???=D

but he hates it when he cant see:(

and home sweet home~

well..my mum was dumb enough lol. she brought the baby stroller to the airport with her. so in the end, uncle had no space to put his lugguage and he had to take a taxi home lol.

Band Camp (Day 3)

2008-12-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

today never take photos!!!:( totally forgot about it!!

go do notice board when others playing games...then jy kinda injured so i go sub her...

basketball is fun!~

after that is sectionals and combine...

sightreading!~ sad original scores only got 1 per part. then the 3 of us plus oboe must share one haha

then..they still wanna play games=_= lol

but i wanna cut hair!~ so heck them first and go cut le hahahahah

Band Camp (Day 2)

2008-12-11T23:30:00.005+08:00

wow 2nd day of band camp. did the headings for the notice board!!XD while the rest continue to touch up the banners!

aint it cool!?XD

we drew it by hand on the cardboard. then cut it by hand with sissors/penknieves. and finally painting it by hand. ALL MADE BY HANDS OF BANDSMEN!!!

was sooooo labour intensive!! esp the cutting part!! and when i tried to paint them, they kept ending up dropping into the bucket of paint=_=...

and banners are finally finished!!!! wooohooo!!!XD

love them!!! esp the aluminium foil one of our band logo!(i draw the logo one leh!!! lol) super nice. sad never take pics of them...

after that is treasure hunt!! lol sooooooo tiring~~ seriously!!!!! haha but still very fun lar!

the funny thing is...its sooo tiring, with my shoes and socks soaking wet...i still ended up staying late and playing with the bandsmen..=_= lol games are fun!<3

after that still go westmall there de coffeeshop eat dinner=_=...my leg was darn stinky!!! argh!!! wet and yucky.:(

Band Camp (Day 1)

2008-12-10T23:48:00.004+08:00

wow start of band camp!:) attendence were quite disappointing...but its their loss anyway ahahah

first...painted the banners that's already plotted out by us!!:D

cool right? hehe while some of us do the notice board. haha its gonna be soooo nice~

yea! everyone working hard to do the banners!XD

after that so tired..still stayed back for games ahahahaha

aaron, sorry but your fall was super funny lol

then dinner~ hehe

class cip

2008-12-09T23:57:00.001+08:00

wow today class cip. went to bukit batok's home for the aged and put up christmas decorations!!:) the girls were in charged of making paper snowflakes:))) we did a wonderful job(thick-skinned)!! lotsa them are very nice!!

wx bought for all of us a watch!!!XD and he even remembered who already wear watches and bought keychains for them instead! awww..how thoughtful. thanks alot wx!XD

then go mac eat. eat eat crap crap. then walked home hahaha.

karei~

2008-12-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

ya! today hehe. got pumkin cake!XD super nice de. really hahaha

okay...then decided to go janice house again to do the banners lol

we look like we're in japan!!:)

today quite efficient. very fast finish le

then its dinner time!XD

candice ordered this salmon+mushroom spagetti. looks nice~

omg this seafood bakerice rocks!!!! coz normal baked rice is use normal rice de. this one use the japanese rice so its kinda sticky. really nice!XD

this chicken katsu curry rice rocks too!!! seriously. love this stall!XD cant remember the name but its at jurong point, next to the chameleon shop!:)

gyukaku

2008-12-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

cosplay challange workshop 2!!!!

today learnt how to draft out basic clothes on paper. whoa so chim hahaha. but still very fun!=) though we had to keep waiting.

ah! then after that went far east with luca, oliver and kyoko! found kyoko's skirt!!XD good good. sad couldnt find the sweater for kyoko. AND WHY IS BLACK VESTS FOR MEN SO DARN EXPENSIVE!! i didnt feel like doing the vest for allen. but buying a vest is sooo ex!!:(
current problem: how da hell do i bind my chest and butt.:(
then go gyukaku at chijmes eat!!! super nice de!!!

ordered sausages!!

love the cheese one!XD

bbq~ and the smoke is being sucked out so its not smokey there!=D

ordered mayura station full blood wagyu ribeye steak, prime wagyu fillet steak and prime wagyu karubi. it rocks! really. they are all sooo tender and melting!XD really nice. cant describe.

The meat from wagyu cattle is known worldwide for its marbling characteristics, increased eating quality through a naturally enhanced flavor, tenderness and juiciness, and thus a high market value
-wikipedia

bbq~

prawns with garlic. SUPER NICE!XD

food!~

yes! all done! really delicous. there's also rock salt, and 2 other sauces for you to dip your food.

and for desserts...must have macha icecream with mochi!XD

bbqing the mochi~

nice. serious.

okay..then kenna pulled to a bar by mum and uncle=_=. hello? i'm still underage

drank singapore sling. but it doesnt taste as nice as it used to. taste like medicine now hahaha

big beer cup haha

and at that place, there'd be peanuts on the table, and you can just throw the peanuts on the floor hahaha

cloths~

2008-12-06T23:06:00.001+08:00

today go buy cloths!!!

hehe know much more people today le. so happy!

and the cloths are sooo ex!!!TT_TT think mine around 40+ le!

haishh..but for my allen...i must jiayou!!

then went pan-in-the-box!! soo many things!!! bought the allen's badge! so ex! but the buttons even more ex!!! he got like 7 buttons!!! and its too small le. so decided not to buy it but make myself. hope can make it haha. anyway, the shopkeepers so cute!XD hehehehe
thanks alot luca and oliver for bringing me there!=) despite our HEAVY bags hahaha

then go mum's office wait for her eat dinner. say half and hour. in the end waited for 2.5 hr=_=...

sianz..but steamboat is SUPER nice!XD

sleepover!~

2008-12-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

ahhh~ today got band. played like duno what again. haishhh

then go eat!! subway!~ it rocks!XD

haishh..why is it soo difficult to get tailor chalks??? and we finally found it in aries lol. for 60cents.

then go janice house...do the banners.

do until wanna die liao!!! argh!! why the logo soooo difficult to draw!!!!!=(

the 4 of us:)

haishh..in the end sooo late, might as well sleepover at janice house.

haha. talked alot. talk until lights out i like sleep talking like that. dun even know what i talking hahaha but still fun!=) and thanks alot janice's mum for cooking the wonderful dinner:D

happy birthday mum

2008-12-04T22:33:00.001+08:00

ah~ today went bugis with bandsmen!! eat!XD the ramen there...okay lar. so so lor. not fantastic...

then go buy stuffs for the camp. so many things!!!~~

and i finally bought my colorless blender refills!! yay!!

then go buy cake. call my bro. cant freaking stand him. its mum's birthday today, and he asked his friends stayover=_=. wtf. we planned to go out eat de. now with all his friends, we cannot go out eat. not to say he kicked a big fuss when mum invited her friends over for one of his birthday. now he's doing the exact same thing to her. the only difference is, mum invited her friends to celebrate his birthday, while he invited his friends either because he forgot mum's birthday or he just dont care. which i personally think is both.

anyways. photos!

delicious cake from fourleaves!! fourleaves cakes rocks!!XD

bro: wow, so i get to eat the cake if i pose?

okay..another one..

i wanna eat~

ahh!! cant stand it. i want the cake!!!

and we finally gave him the cake hahah

yum yum~

delicious~

anyway happy birthday mum. got you a notebook. though i know you'd probably throw it around like always.

band

2008-12-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

today band. haishh...play like duno what. want to cry liao.TT_TT.

got the band that i'm in for band festival. haishh...all of us split up:( nvm, at least got joanne.=D

sianzzzzzzzz

2008-12-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

sianzz...pack room. so many things so tired.:(

baby brother~hats

2008-12-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

woke up. saw my lil bro. awwww..so cute~

mass photo taking!!!D

he's wearing the santa hat i bought for him hehe. its meant for Xmas, but aniwaes...
he was trying to snatch the camera with that angelic face haha

*cute*

potty training!

change of hats!

u can really see his teeth haha

he's soo cute

he hates it when he cant see though

hehe

he was trying to crawl=D

but failed lol

so he might as well lie down haha

aint my brother cute!XD

and its time to pack things.

why da freak do i have sooo many things TT_TT

cosplay challange

2008-11-30T11:07:00.001+08:00

then after that i went to discovery centre for the cosplay challenge!XD

sad yq cant go...:( had to go alone

made some friends. nice people=D

saw the vocaloid cosplayers!!XD mikku's soo cute! hahaha

anyway today quite fun=D

then go home

after that go jp..bought some sushi!~

haish...why do i always crave for japanese food??~

matsuo

2008-11-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

yea! xt came my hse today hahahah. crapped alot. long time nv see her le hahaha

okay...still kinda in emo state....my keychain!~TT_TT

anyway, at night go eat together with mum friend.

went to matsuo!!XD man its really delicious. i cant describe it. but its very nice and fresh! anyway didnt take photos...coz cannot be rude to mum's friends mah. though its very ex too TT_TT...

yup, we kept ordering sashimi and sushi! really nice. the miso soup is nice too. ahh~ if i've got all the money in the world, i'd at least dine there once a week!XD

你不是真正的快樂

2008-11-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂

人群中哭著你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了你已經決定了

你靜靜忍著緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則不是你的選擇
於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪盪跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了然後才後悔著

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻重新開始活著

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnMt5ehD394
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今天不知怎麼了﹐一直在聽這首歌。當天和sy在kbox時點了這首歌﹐差一點就哭出來了。感覺好感動。

這讓我想起當年一位很好的朋友對我說﹐她覺得雖然我看起來好像每天都很開心﹐但是當一個人的時候很容易露出悲傷的眼神。這是頭一次有人看穿了我的偽裝。

後來陸陸續續有嘗試過放開心懷﹐把真正的感情流露出來﹐或者暗示別人。但後來我發現﹐其實真正的感情一點也不重要﹐也沒人在乎。重要的只是別人所感受到的。

也就是說﹐不管一個人有多麼的愛另一個人﹐如果那另一個人所感受到的是恨意﹐那跟那個人是恨著那另一個人是一樣的。

所以只要以最對自己有利的方式活下去就好了。只要不露出真感情﹐就算受到傷害也沒有那麼痛。

但一直這樣是很累的。

今年有嘗試再度不隱瞞感情﹐生氣時就表現出生氣的樣子﹐不開心時就不要笑。但還是有人被我無意的偽裝給騙了。
也有嘗試自己努力去抓住自己的夢想。但 ...

我放棄了。

為何一直要改變我自己呢? 害怕時逃走真的是錯的嗎?為什麼一定要勇敢的站起來面對?

只要不努力﹐失敗時就沒有那麼痛。這不是我一直以來都相信的嗎? 為何要改變? 為何現在才要開始努力?

已經太晚了... 這次的傷太重了...

我發現人只要一開始戴上面具﹐就很難拿下來了。

不要再為你哭了

2008-11-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

愛我的資格

為你傷心多一點少一點
流下的眼淚都一樣不值得
世界上那麼多人只有我一個人
能拯救自己的快樂
不要再為你哭了
by S.H.E

正巧在lot1聽到這首歌﹐好喜歡喔。
但我已無法回到未認識你的我了。
anyway, went there eat with dagugu they all. delifrance bistro is nice!:)

ah! and lot 1 got soo many new food stalls!XD love the mangopomelosago and the milk pudding!~ yumyum!XD

知道了...

2008-11-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

一切都完了﹐是時候該放棄了。

我早就該知道了﹐為何還期待著?為什麼不回我?

第三十八天

2008-11-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

today, go sch, band meeting...

after that go out eat ichiban with sy. ...

買的第三十八天。不見了。

我與它還有兩個約定。還沒實現。我已經靠那兩個願望很近了。好怕會因此而無法實
現願望。再加上﹐那是我爸今年買給我的生日禮物。

好傷心。為何人心那麼壞。那些東西對我而言是金錢無法彌補的﹐而對那小偷而言
有是什麼呢? 我能肯定那些東西對我的價值遠遠超過對那小偷的。

為何正當我那麼快樂時要推我下地獄呢? 我開始覺得這只不過是序章而已 ...

我與幸福無緣。

爸﹐我對不起你。

naruto fanarts

2008-11-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

yea! wake up, got the sudden urge to draw! hehe due to the great cosplays i saw ytd!XD

first up is..naruhina!XD they are soo cute!~

anyway, wanted to draw naruto encouraging hinata de, budden looks like naruto's sleeping in a very weird position haha. so decided to add the speech bubble.
it says: it'll be alright so dont worry!
anyway, sorry if got any mistakes, coz my jap not good haha

sasusake! hehe though i'm more of a leesaku fan haha

anyway, these arts aint complete yet. i kinda drew halfway, then had the sudden urge to color. so i just ink what i have drew, never erase the pencil markings and photocopied it. that's why their bodies aint complete and lines are pretty messy. hope i'd be able to do the complete versions soon:)

like i always said...haishh...if only i had all the money in the world. i'd buy all the colors for the markers in the world.

some people say, for women, no matter how many pairs of shoes they have, they always feel that they are short of one.

for me, no matter how many different colors i have, i always feel that i'm short of one color.

lol, but the lucky thing for me is that the amount of colors available is fixed, while the types of shoes available are infinite!XD muahahahhahah

ah! might as well use this chance to show what i drew in AFA's grafitti wall haha

cute?? hahai am just too clever!:)*added*

AFA08 Day 2

2008-11-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

yea! today went back AFA!! with wh, mumu(he is officially mumu now hahahah), yh and qh!:)

haha, todat not so much ppl le.

saw the final fantasy figurines on display!!!!XD sooo cool!!! wasnt able to see them coz got too many ppl ytd le haha

anyway today got even more cosplayers!!! hehe

saw a monster de, super cool! oh! and someone cosed as a menos!! really cool!!! ah! saw a different gintoki today! even saw the menos and gintoki fighting haha funny

saw kurenai too!! hehe nicenice!

saw the naruto cosplayers from ytd!XD haha they're all in different costumes from ytd!

ah! there's sai!!~~~~<3 he's cute hehe.

and didnt see hinata & sakura :( saddd

anyway, took lotsa photos!! hehe

saw the kakashi and naruto from ytd! so shuai!~ hahahah

okay...lazy to upload photos also...wanna see ask me bah wahahahahaha!!

oh yea! the cosplay mania! almost forgot haha

was super cool! love the ultraman+monster haha. and the code geass!!!! super cool! love the pizza!! hahaha

and the codegeass with the robort!! the robort is sooo cute!! so is the lelouch cosplayer!XD

ah! and the vocaloid one is cute! esp de mikku haha

oh!! and there's this 2 cosplayers who are super GREAT! i dont know what anime they cosplayed, but they look super beautiful!XD

oh! and i finally had the courage to ask don kanonji to take pics with me!! hehehe

anyway, before we went, i finally had to courage to ask naruto to take a pic with me. and i was soo lucky coz he called sai along!XD hehe they are soo nice too! + cute haha

okay, anyway, thanks alot for all the patient cosplayers for letting me take photos!XD

let's just hope one day i can finally cosplay myself too hahahaha

anyway after that eat subway with wh and mumu(again!? i know haha...why recently always eat subway?) sad yh and qh had to go first:(

then go pool!~ hehe

AFA08 Day 1

2008-11-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

haha went to the anime festival asia 2008 at suntec with yq!XD

okay, was really fun. saw lotsa cute things!XD

even saw chibi deathnote figurines!! soo cute!!

ah, and saw lotsa nice artworks. really nice.

not to say there's manga artists' original artwork on display too!kyaa~~

there's deathnote, prince of tennis, bleach, naruto, one piece and...D.GRAYMAN!!

man the dgrayman one is really nice.

ah, then vandalise abit on the graffiti wall, budden that time got ppl sitting in front of it so i can only draw like sideways, not to say i didnt have pencil and only got pen. so the drawings were like...errr..yaa haha

anyway saw lotsa cosplayers!!! hehe, everyone looks so nice=D

and saw don kanonji and kon!!!! lol. so cool!XD

anyway saw the naruto cosplayers, really like kakashi team+hinata!XD

ah, but shino and kakuzu are cool too!:)

haha naruhina rocks!XD they were sooo cute!

ah! and the cosplayer doing sakura was great! even though i dont really like the char. haha

sad there's no gaara:(

anyway, i cant believe how cowardly i am!!! arghhh

i bet anyone who knows me will be super surprised to see that day's me!

haish..everyone looks so great, wanted to take pics with the cosplayers. cant believe how timid i am and how i stuttered!!! grrrr

anyway the kakashi and naruto super shuai!XD hahahaha seriously. and its not because they are the only ones i managed to take pics with lol

ah..as for the pics..i'm too lazy to upload lol=_=...

errr...if anyone wants to see...come my house see bah hahahaha or msn me lol

anyway, after that lunch ate MOF!!! heheheh nice.

sad yq need to go off early..

ah! and sy!!! she called me to tell me that she's at suntec and that JJlin is there too only after i'm halfway home!! grrr!!! linjunjie!!~~~~~TT_TT

兩個人吃飯

2008-11-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

band!~

today after band go eat subway with section!!

then came to my house and watch the dvds that we borrowed from the band.

okay lar, not bad. learnt quite alot of things lol

then go eat dinner..

為何兩個人吃飯會比一個人來的寂寞呢?

我發現我們已無話可聊。

sorry

2008-11-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

haish..at first want go expo meet qf de. in the end so many things cropped up. only can go for evening. budden she sick...wont be staying till evening..haishh...

so sad.

get well soon okay qf?

and sorry:(

SAF concert~

2008-11-19T23:31:00.001+08:00

today. band!~ hahaha

after band went sakae buffet @ citylink. haha..eat until sooo full!

then go for the SAF concert!

group photo!

okay lar, actually got alot more photos de. got 2 very ugly one somemore, but i know u all will mind me putting de.so i just put this one k??:)

me and janice!=) aint esplanade nice??(refer to background lol)

man..the SAF concert is NICE!XD esp love the flute soloist. she super pro!XD haish...will there ever be a day i can play like her??? haha

anyway, after that take mrt go home....ended up crap talking and eating icecream with J&A! haha. the cornetto mcflurry is nice! but abit too sweet le. i know i'd have a bad sorethroat the next day:(

situations i hate to be in...

2008-11-18T12:35:00.003+08:00

band...after that go eat subway!!!=)

anyway...too bored. so shall list situations i hate to be in...

go toilet no toilet paper

toilet very dirty

no money

the food wasnt as i expected

or rather, is when i thought i can eat A, then in de end it turns out to be B. even if B is still tasty, but because i was looking forward to A, i'd feel damn arghhh

someone breaks their promises

go restaurant/food stall which i was looking forward to, then end up its closed.

when i know something bad is gonna happen...

to be with someone i dont like

choosing between manga and food

my markers run out of ink

cannot find my things

alone with someone i'm not familiar with

i've got no com to use

realised i did something wrong

didnt do what i ought to do

ya...so far like these hahahahahah

ramenten

2008-11-17T23:33:00.006+08:00

okay, today go school...hand in letter. haish..still duno can or not

anyway, saw jt jos wh in sch. sculpting balloons!:)

so long never twist balloons liao, forgot most things le.

anyway, then we go mac and crap talk again!XD hahaha..talked quite alot of interesting stuffs:)

the new super big burger. really super big leh.

then go far east with yq!

anyway, went to ramenten to eat.

sad mostly is spicy de, and i cant stand spicy stuffs. then not much choice le.

was deciding between the scallop one and abalone. but scallop one is miso, so its just miso ramen and add scallop. so decided to ordered the abalone one. $14+

okay...its actually veg soup, and not abalone soup=_=. should have expected that much from the price. abalone was...errr....like octopus sashimi lol okay lar, still quite nice lar

abalone ramen

yq ordered this ramen. too spicy for me! haha. but the soup really nice.

cute yq:)

decorations! nice haha.

teeth!>_<

2008-11-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

woke up...realised my baby bro grew teeth!XD soo cute!!

can u see the tiny little teeth at the middle of the lower jaw??

okay, was trying to take pics of his teeth the whole morning, but he just wouldnt let me take!!!:(
these 2 pics are the only pics were the teeth is close to visible. haha.

okay..then...smth happened....never realised it'd become this way...miscommunication..

anyway, at night bring baby bro go takashimaya!XD
its his first time there! woohoo!

had jap food at sushi tei!:)

this is a must order in sushi tei!XD unagi inside tamago!XD

special unagi roll!

nice sushi!~

uni~

ikura!~

the sushi!~

my bro and mum. he looks soo cute in his new jacket!:)

痛苦

2008-11-16T23:13:00.007+08:00

失落

悲傷

無奈

後悔

痛苦

絕望

憎恨

空虛

君が望む永遠

2008-11-15T22:58:00.004+08:00

wow, went out with yq, finally did the paint thingy!XD

yq did yq and i did wy haha

i think yq one very nice, love the wings!

mine, at first very nice, till i accidentally tilt it, then the paint all go tilt, then my clovers doesnt look like clovers anymore:(

saddd

haish, then jt and wh came my hse...

talked about alot of things...

talked about the anime show kimi ga nozomu eien, 君が望む永遠.

anyway, it is a 1guymanygirls slightly hentai game. then they took out quite alot of sexual intentions, and made it into a anime.

i really dislike mitsuki and takayuki!!! and shinji also.

okay, i never play the game before, so all my views were derieved from the anime only.

what i dont like about them:

mitsuki get close to takayuki coz haruka likes him.=_=, have got ulterior motives for making friends
mitsuki pretending to be ms. nice. she fell in love with the guy(takayuki) that her best friend(haruka) like, not to say the reason for her going near takayuki was to help haruka, and in the end she decided to act noble and help haruka, when takayuki already fell in love with mitsuki=_=.
takayuki decided to stead with haruka, even though he doesnt like her. he only went to the place of confession coz he thought that mitsuki is gonna confess to him.
takayuki doesnt even treat haruka like his girlfriend
after takayuki really likes haruka, and they are happily together, mitsuki gets emo
takayuki is late for the date with haruka, and he wasnt THAT anxious
she's thick skinned enough to stop takayuki from running to his date, to ask him buy a present for her coz its her birthday
she asked her best friend's boyfriend to buy her a ring
takayuki is late for the date, and haruka got into an accident while waiting for him
mitsuki showed up in the hospital, with the ring in her 4th finger. WTF
mitsuki stripping and seducing takayuki to have sex with her, to bring him out of that depressed state
takayuki got better just because he had an affair with mitsuki?!?
takayuki is damn fickle minded, and dont know who to choose
takayuki feeling that haruka is not the haruka he knows anymore just because he thinks she's strong mentally. wtf, so meaning if haruka is weak, he wants. if she's strong, he dont want?!?! not to say haruka aint as strongs as he thinks she is, she doesnt want takayuki to worry for her
mitsuki gets emo and keep hurting herself coz shes scared of losing takayuki
she flirts around, almost had sex with 2 guy, to hurt herself
her friend shinji came and saved her from the 2 guys, she ended up stripping and seducing shinji
the next morning, when she realised she slept with shinji, she went crazy, cried, hit and blamed shinji, asking him why he never stop her and why he slept with her. i'm like wtf? u were the one seducing him
shinji chases the 2 guys away, but end up sleeping with mitsuki himself=_=, when he's got a girlfriend. i'm like..hello? do u think it makes much diff to her sleeping with u or strangers? she still betrayed takayuki
takayuki decided to be with mitsuki, after knowing how mitsuki is hurting herself. WTF. so u just want a weak girlfriend whom u can so called protect?

so obviously, my fav. char in this show is haruka.:) coz she didnt did much wrong...

anyway, what i said may not be 100% true coz its how i decipher the anime, and u watched this anime quite some time ago and my memory is getting faulty haha.

okay, in the end, i totally spoilt the reputation of all guys yq had hahahah. when she realised that almost all guys watch porn.

and she couldnt understand why shinji chases that 2 guys away but end up sleeping with mitsuki himself. i told her, guys would, they can even sleep with people they dont love.

when asked, if they were shinji, would they do it or not. and they said, they would if they got no gf or wife. she was like totally o_O!? haha

baby brother~

2008-11-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

my baby brother is just too cute!XD mass photo taking!!!~~~

sorry but lazy to edit and rotate the pics. anyway, he's cute no matter its vertical or horizontal!!! ahahahahahhaXD

aint he just cute!!~~~<3

slack...

2008-11-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

band!~

then go eat subway!~ yaya
haish..feel like so long as with J&A like forever eat subway de lol

heng got the guys, if not i one person bring all those things home, really tiring!! haha

then go home..slackslackslackslack haha

watched katekyo hitman reborn!!!

okay..finally..watched till the latest ep le.

anyway, i haven read the manga, so cant compare. but i feel that the anime of katekyo is still pretty well done:) at least for the visual part=D

happy birthday qifang!=D

2008-11-13T23:07:00.001+08:00

happybirthday qifang!!!!=D

u r 1 yr older!!!

and congrats for finishing ur Os:)

anyway today..go out with vera jie:)

and like always..she's late.......

while waiting for her...i walked and walked, and finally decided to buy the salmon belly sushi($5, 4pcs)

couldnt find a place to eat, and ended up eating beside an escalator at the carpark.

soooo many people were staring at me!!! TT_TT

the sushi is okay, worst than most shops, but better than sakae...

anyway, after vera jie finally came...

ate the chewy junior!!!

so nice!!! i ate the strawberry cheese while vera jie ate the double choc
both are sooo nice!XD

then bought the hotdogs. the cheese balls are pretty nice, but the mushroom and black pepper hotdogs are too spicy for me:(

then go walk walk...

and decided to eat uzumaki!XD

we get to chose the icecream, and can choose the cone, the mix ins.

i chose the mint icecream, and decided to mix choc chips and sweet balls(the very colorful small lil sweet balls)

sooooo darn nice~!XD

though it doesnt look very appetizing here, but its because the color of the sweet balls came off and kinda mix with the mint icecream

anyway, they kinda piak the icecream on a cold metal board, and mix the choc chips and sweet balls inside. its interesting to watch:)

and we went back to the ulu place where i ate my sushi to eat the icecream haha

anyway bought 2 shoes! finally lol.
love the sandals! swapped with vera jie one side. now both sides different so cool haha

well, these added to my collection of err...sports shoe, converse shoe(bought 2 years ago), sandal(bought 3 years ago) and slippers(which never fails to give me blisters after wearing)

i think the amount of shoes i have is pathaticTT_TT

went bugis street. bought alot of things.

what i love most is my new bag!!!!!!

hahahah..its sooo big and i can stuffs lotsa things inside! but i kinda regretted the moment i step out of the shop. i should have choosen the black one instead of the brown one. haish...i only chose the brown one becoz i've got too many black bags and no brown bag:(

but anyway, the zinc's shop got this shopkeeper that i think is quite chio!=D and she's very sweet and nice too haha.

okay..then went to eat the fries in bugis junction...
highly reccomended by clara

i ordered the say cheese...fries with cheese, sour cream and bacon
okay lar..not bad....but not very fantastic...

okayy..then went far east. the only thing i bought over there was...sweetalk lol

went home. tired. realised got miss call from ytd night o_O!? so sorry!

got home...wasnt hungry so didnt really want dinner..

until the hairy crabs came!!XD
omg..fresh, living hairy crabs! love them!

the male and the female!

okay..decided to eat 1 male 1 female since v. long very eat le..

like always..i prefer the male one

coz its flesh are bigger, and it has the white gao or whatever u call that which is super nice!XD

the roe!XD nice! super nice!

For there to be memory that has been forgotten...

2008-11-12T23:21:00.001+08:00

band!~

lol my hols now is full of band haha

anyway, read the newest few chaps of new trails.

it says...

For there to be memory that has been forgotten, there has to be someone else who remembers the things that has been forgotten. Otherwise, nobody would know that something has been forgotten, and then it’s the same as it not having existed in the first place

this is sooo true....

and it just reminds me of tsubasa.....

tsubasa is really a sad manga...but i wonder how many of those who read tsubasa or xxxholic thinks that they're sad?

should i?

2008-11-11T23:36:00.001+08:00

wake up. go band!~=D

today weather quite cool~ nice

should i buy psp?

should i or not?? hmmmmm

go eat mos. nice=)

night go mac crap talk again haha...but sad today not much time, din really talk much.

haishh

2008-11-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

okay...ytd emo whole day...nv see hp...in the end today wake up got like soo many sms and miss calls. i'm so sorry everyone:(

i know...if by today the call didnt come...there's probably no chances at all.

and it didnt....

mum sent me a letter, want me to print and give principal. should i?

anyway, heard that some ppl want to drop 4H2, even though they can keep.

are u all really gonna drop? coz once u drop, u can never get it back again. think over it carefully. but no matter what u all choose...we'll still support u!XD

haish..should have known..if by today nv call..most likely is no chance le. haishh...too bad lor

who ask i nv work hard enough..

feel like eating sushi lol

妖怪のお医者さん

2008-11-09T23:37:00.007+08:00

was reading monster doctor, 《妖怪のお医者さん》, online..

its really nice..

seriously..

it'd be a great hit soon

love the male lead, kuro!

he rocksXD my ideal guy hahaha...

love yayoi too! she's so cute=D

i'm a yayoiXkuro fan now! hehe

anyway...i think its such a bad time to be reading monster doc now....

我已經忘掉沒有朋友那段時期的心情了。
那時候 ... 我是怎麼生活的﹐為什麼可以一個人過日子?
我大概已經 ... 無法回到一個人的生活了。
我肯定變得比以前軟弱, 變得比以前 ... 更堅強。
我有朋友了!

這是當男主角﹐黑郎﹐ 在第28集的最後機頁﹐去幫養母掃墓時的想法。他發現到自己不再是孤單的﹐應為他交到了朋友(他們是黑郎最先交到的幾位人類朋友)

這大概也算是我這幾個月來的心聲吧。

我能夠說我已經很久沒有在人群之中了。大概是自從學長他們開始準備 'O' 水準吧﹐就沒什麼以群活動了。班上聚會什麼的﹐我從來不去。因為就算去了也無法融洽。

說白了﹐我只是一個交際能力差﹐人緣不好的人罷了。

就算到了高中﹐因為是和一群同中學的人在一起﹐也無法重新生活。就算我們幾個常常在一起﹐也只不過能算是在學校里的互相陪伴吧。

換了班之後﹐感覺上大家以前都認識。

我 ... 最不擅長這種情況了。

與中三時一樣的狀況。

如果一開始大家都不認識對方﹐要與他人講話是很容易的一件事。

但只要大家有認識的人﹐我就很難能介入了。

好不容易﹐因一次班級聚會﹐與大家的感情開始有好轉。

不知不覺﹐愛上了這個班﹐愛上了大家﹐也與大家相處得很好。雖然偶而會有一些摩擦﹐但這段時期還是開心快樂的。

就如黑郎所說的﹐我已忘掉沒有朋友那段時期的心情了﹐也不知當時我是怎麼一個人過日子的。我大概已經 ... 無法回到一個人的生活了。因此﹐我變得更軟弱﹐害怕失去。但同時我也變得更堅強﹐因為我身邊有人。

不過 ... 天下沒有不散的宴會, 也沒有一輩子的朋友。美好的夢總會有結束的一天。

現在﹐問題在於夢何時會結束﹐而決定權已不再我手上。我的夢會在這個假期結束﹐或會延長到明年﹐全靠她一時的決定了。

我現在正出於一個快要回到一個人的時期。我不知現在心裡的感覺是什麼﹐只是知道覺得好空虛﹐是個討嫌的感覺。我要如何再次回到一個人的生活呢?

她不告訴我是否成功﹐也不讓我絕望。好想結束一切﹐不管是好是坏﹐至少能痛快一些。好過這種不三不四得感覺﹐讓我無法嚎啕大哭。

其實我也已經知道結果了﹐只是因為還未完全被拒絕﹐所以還抱著一絲希望。明知道已經是不可能得﹐卻還是那麼妄想。真是個大白痴。

其實這整件事﹐都是因為捨不得08s25。我對不起大家。抱歉。

《妖怪醫生》里的秀人說:

朋友那種東西﹐只要配合對方的話題適時點頭肯定﹐就交得到啦!

這種說法好悲傷喔!..
卻在某種程度來說也算是真的。

在《xxxholic》與《翼》的侑子和《魔法使小櫻》的觀月曾經說過:

這世上沒有偶然﹐有的只是必然。

我想如果夢真的在這個時候結束﹐也是必然的吧。

我們緣份已盡 ... ...

crap

2008-11-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

woke up.

tired.

yq and qh came my house.

do homework.

actually totally no mood.

then go eat dinner with jt. qh had to go home

ate korean icecream. wh duno how to enjoy..

u mag no more le.TT_TT my S.H.E!!

go csc play pool.

so coincidental that wx's wedding dinner is there also

he came, looking super shuai!:D haha

think he looks nice with those clothes.

anyway after pool, go mac crap

crapped alot..

but i feel its abit over the limit le

anyway..heng yq looked at her phone..

i almost missed the last bus..

if not have to walk home again=_=

void

2008-11-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

go sch..appeal. seems highly unlikely...

everyone seems to be smiling and laughing. yet everyone seems so sad.

when u all said good luck to me in the office..i felt like crying..am i abandoning u guys? sorry

but in the end...i knew it didnt go well........

maybe i should give up already...doubt the school will ever call me...

i'm sorry mum...
second time in my life i felt like she's my mum...
didnt felt like going to band at all..just felt like going into a deep slumber..

but i know i cant do this...i know there will be lots of others who feel this way too...and some of them will still turn up...

couldnt concentrate at all. almost fell asleep when tidying the scores..

too hungry. had my only popiah only at 4+

still couldnt concentrate...duno what i'm doing..

went to find mum after cca...

had steamboat. really nice. but couldnt really enjoy..

guess everyone gave up le...

dont even know what i'm feeling now.

is it void?

class bbq

2008-11-06T23:02:00.007+08:00

today..go to school...

had the hell of my laugh when i know i got an A for pe LOL!!!!

tr wrote in ys testimonials that he is "polite and well mannered" LOL!!!!!!!!!

got back my results..aiya..expected de...

kinda sad. when people were being called to different venues.

when the tr read out the list of ppl that have to go to mpr5...i knew what's gonna happen..

today is prolly the last day i will go to school as 08s25

jn said...no matter what...have to keep...

but now its not about i want to keep or not..its about the school let me or not.

got there...tr obviously dont intend to let us keep...

haish..no choice..hope can appeal..

anyway...sc got new shirt. lol. exactly the same as rv band tee!!!

anyway...today gonna have class bbq!! yay!!

played alot..took alot of photos. too many photos le..so i shall just post the better ones:)

mh...the qianbian top scorer lol

doing stupid stuffs like trying to drink the water

and it was painful

but he just dont learn his lessons lol

the most gay gay of our class =_=...

lol..i shall not say much about this pic...*puff*

my cute lil bro is happy too!! coz got soo many korkors and jiejies

the 2nd most gay lol

well...the bp grp asked me to take more photos of zk..and this is what u get!:)

nice pose lol

sz and me!

bbq~

makan~

the use stove bbq grp!

awww....so sweet...

that's why we always say there aint much straight guys in our class lol

girls! sad joanne not here:(

gui lian!! obviously qh u duno what is guilian lol

food is soo tasty~

this chicken wing is soo big!!! lol

com united!

err...no comments..

hahahaha!!! height deceleration!

no idea what they doing...

superman!~~~

the highly worshipped king of gays....lol jk

the zipai king!!!! lol he got more zipai photos..just that i lazy upload haha

anyway whole day play play play. and i finally know how to play bridge liao!XD

btw...joseph..no matter u wan to believe it or not..today really is my first day playing bridge...though i know i super pro muahahahahaha

the food are nice. really. thanks alot to everyone that helped with the bbq!

anyway mh and joseph...please...i got a weak state of mind...dont keep scaring me...ren xia ren xia si ren. heard of it? and jt dont bother trying...u dun scare me hahahahahahaha

08s25!

btw wx...u looked like u've got a hole in ur hand..haha

small eyes version! in tribute of xm haha

btw...xm...are u trying to help joseph dig his nose?? and ys..are u sleeping?? lol

25 version! xm and joseph...what are u all doing=_= no one's interested in ur butts

anyway...it was sooo darn tiring!!!!!!! i was like half squating throughout the whole phototaking process!! TT_TT

sad joanne and shawn cant come today:(....

okay..after everything..its go home time
sorry wx...it wasnt on purpose...haish..think ur bball always very kelian when in contact with me..TT____TT
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz1234567^

the fire is pretty:)

haish...really dont want drop...let's just hope tmr goes by smoothly...sorry everyone

pw is officially over:)

2008-11-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

go sch do gpp file. sianz. moe so mafan:(

but pw is officially over!:D

then go band. sectionals.

after that rain so heavily!!!

even outside the bandroom flood like duno what lol. and its on the 2nd floor!!

anyway...raining so sian. so call sy to go out lo. shun bian bring umbrella for me haha.

we went bpp eat ichiban!XD lol i like siao already. ytd eat new garo so darn ex liao still eat jap food today.. in the end reallybecome super poor liao..

after that we came my house..i change and put things down..and we went orchard:)(duno why want to go so far=_=...)

saw xm and leonard there..but dont think they saw me haha

okay..in the end shop shop shop. sy buy things like siao. we all going broke lol.

anyway i bought this necklas and socks!

music rocks~

new shoes:) nv had such shoes before lol..

Oral Presentation Examination

2008-11-04T23:38:00.001+08:00

finally....op exams..

first grp present that time my phone rang. stupid lar. i put silent, then i switch it off. then alarm still can ring.=_=...

okay..finally over. no comments. pw sucks. lol

our prototypes!

our slides:)

anyway after that duno why end up want go my houseagain lol.

went westmall to eat first...

anyway play play play!!

my bro is sooo popular!XD haha..everyone loves him.

then jn and wh reached. wet. coz was raining heavily lol

anyway...coz jn really drenched so lend him shirt to change. wanted to find bigger one for him..wh say better get smaller ones...so tadaaaa!!!! my 4f class tee!XD freaky mummies!!

anyway...he looks super weird with it haha...so ended up lending him other tees.

then play play play..

and i showed off my hitsugaya cushion!XD hitsu rocks!!! only some weird people duno how to appreciate him!! muahahhaha

anyway sz....ur father is either hitsugaya or allen. choose one!=) they rock!!

want to go that time suddenly my cute lil bro appeared again!XD

everyone love him soooooo much!!! then no one wants to go le..all take out hp take photos haha

yay there's a spoon!!

what are these weirdos(08s25 peeps) doing??

are they taking photos of me??

nvm just pose:)

i'm getting tired...

can u peeps just hurry up?

or i'll bite u to death! - quoted from hibari of Katekyo Hitman Reborn

anyway...finally got out of the house...wyqh(me yq and qh) decided to go back to new garo to celebrate!XD

while waiting for the bus...qh said something shocking lol. ys...be careful hahahaha

i ordered the $28 sushi!!

look at the ikura!XD

sushi!~

anyway me and yq ordered the sashimi and unagi($24) set to share! then we can eat more other stuffs lol

sashimi!~

rice

unagi!XD okay...its the same set as what we ate last time. so go back to that post if u wanna see the pic of the full set=D

then yq ordered the tempura mori. nice nice!XD the ebi tempura is really good!! the floor wasnt too thick or too thin. just nice=D and crispy!

anyway qh ordered the chirashi don with unagi. $24 looks pretty nice=)

and not to forget...the must order stuffs over here...

sake temaki!XD rocks rocks rocks.

shiok maki!!

anyway i ended off with a chawanmushi=D

today rocks. because of new garo!XD

but my wallet got a big hole now:(

sianzz

2008-11-03T20:26:00.001+08:00

morning wake up. sick. sianzzz..tmr op liao...

then got to go sch pw meeting...in the end half of the grp late...

super bad mood.

wanted to go see doc...but pw meeting ended after the clinic closes...

sorry if i APed u...really not feeling very well..

so pissed with my mum...

anyway..finally bought the whatever u call that thing...

my bro sooo cute right!?XD

happy birthday junyang!

2008-11-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

okay...today meeting to celebrate jy's bday!

the cake!

cute

happy birthday jy!

cut the cake

in the end...everyone down there playing haha. play dai di...play play play..play until sooo hungry!!

08s25! jy's wearing the shirt we bought for him haha

another one! wh so gay=_=....

after that finally got to eat!!XD

smth pissed me off..made my mood damn bad e whole day

then duno why end up everyone go my house haha.

wanted to go buy the korean icecream eat de....in the end nv openTT_TT...must wait another hour...haish...

then go shop n save buy some ice cream want go back home eat...

in the end..when got home...no one at home...mum brought everyone go out=_=...haish...she obviously know i got no keys and i will go home right..

then at my house play play play. wii is the best!XD buti think i too agitated le...esp when it comes to orihime and hitsugaya.

oh!! when jt and qh were fighting using ishida and hitsugaya...hitsugaya was winning when jn suddenly say hitsu so short the arrow cannot shoot him de.=_= WTF!!!!!!! on the spot he made enemies with the not-so-tall people and hitsufans!!!

ah..and dont everyone think my blog got really nice songs!XD u can like just on ur com and open my blog then can easily hear nice musicXD anyway never thought that people will actually read my blog until today haha. but there are still people who didnt know that i got a blog until today lol. ppl like jn=_=

anyway, me and yq ended up in my room crapping about manga hahahah. yup! mangamanic!

then everyone got to leave le. qh and wh playing outside and me and yq crapping inside.

after that me qh and yq go westmall eat mosburger. mosburger is nice! but duno why i seldom eat it.

and finally...the korean icecream!XD ate the greentea and yogurt flavor!! nice nice!XD

i cant stand these types of people...

2008-11-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

okay whole day nothing to do. sleep lor. then watch hitman reborn

duno why feel very down.

i shall list the type of people i cannot stand. anything that is not i cannot stand de is prolly i okay with de hahahahaha

hypocrite
act stupid
or really is stupid (its not about studies btw)
attention seeker
cannot read atmosphere
sucks at lying but still want to lie
irritating
noisy(my standard of noisy is different from most people)
backstabbers who are too obvious (means if u want to backstab, do it better and dont make the person u backstab realise that u backstabbed him)
indecisive
too reliant
naive
make excuses for their actions
think they always do more than others or others are always in debt of them
bossy
arrogant
act pro but not pro
act kelian or wants pity
qian bian
whiney
acts noble or want others to think they are very good.

think that's about it haha. whoa like alot eh. i am the type that gets angry very easily. but i'm not the type that will dislike someone easily. i think the person needs to have about more than 5 of these traits for me to dislike him/her bah. hahaha and i'm 1 of them hohohohoo

gahhh

2008-10-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

okayy...ytd say 12 pm meet...in the end also around 1 then jt, ys and wh come...

say everyone bring some food, then end up they ate already=_=

in the end only yq brought food.

she made onigiri!!!XD

and she brought roasted seaweed too!

duno what to call this flavor of onigiri. anyway, there's the veg which can usually be found in miso soup, and there's dried salmon. nice=)

this one is crabstick with mayo. nice!!!=D

ahh..then whole day play liao lo. play basketball, then play wii. bleach rocks!XD haha
oh...and talked about our class seems like got alot of guys from the outside...but actually got alot of in-betweens hahah

dinner went westmall to eat bking. then yq had to go home:(

the rest of us ended up crapping in mac again haha. just that this time got add ys. anyway this time we got smarter. got take note of time hahaha. never miss the bus:) was darn pissed.

1 Litre of Tears

2008-10-30T23:30:00.006+08:00

okay...slept at like 4am+ today morning. watched 1 litre of tears.

really sad. really sad. cried whole night le. eyes so darn puffy+pain

[spoilers]

really hate the fact that their parents tried to hide aya's sickness away from her.

they say they wish for aya to have a normal life. but i think that they are just plain selfish. they dont want to break the news to aya, they're afraid that aya will change after she knows.

i duno but...if i were aya. i'd want to know the truth. then i'll try my hardest to live my remaining life to the fullest and try to not leave any regrets.

and i think aya's got nice friends. the 2 of them are always willing to help her. even after one of them injured her hands because of aya, she was still willing to stand up for her when the class was discussing about aya's issue. though when the other friend said that it was tiring, it may seems like the friend betrayed aya. but i think it is normal for her to think that. the girl must have missed out alot too, and she must have been very tired. no matter how much she cares for aya, i think that sometimes they really do need a break.

as for the parents or students that wants aya to leave. i think its normal too. because human are born selfish by nature. esp since most of them are the so called elites, they care about studies more than anything.

for me i'd be more than happy if i could miss lessons. but for them, they are most probably aiming for some top schools, which is why they take their studies seriously. and we cannot deny the fact that aya did affect them in some way or another.

another factor that parents are concerned about is that they are afriad that their children would get hurt while helping aya, which proved to be right later. we cant really blame the parents can we?

i'm not saying that what the other classmates and parents did are all right. it is just a matter of what is their priorities. the world is not seperated in black and white, but is in shades of grey.

however for the case of aya's senpai. i think he's such a jerk(even though hes acted out by beloved matsuyama). i mean...he's trying to woo her right. just because he knows she's got some kind of illness, which he didnt even know what illness, he acts like a coward. worst of all, he dont want to be a bad guy. honestly, you are not even interested in her anymore and yet u hesitate to call her to call off the date. yea yea...some may say he's just a high school kid and wouldnt want to take responsibility of someone. but the fact that he's so willing to back out once he realise there's something wrong with the girl, just shows that he was wooing her half-heartedly. he just wanted a good girlfriend, and prolly it doesnt even matter who the girl is so long as the girl meets his criteria. this just shows that he'd be the type to leave his wife if his wife contracted some illness.

anyways..after i slept, and woke up, ended up talking to mum about this drama.

ive always knew that the mentality of me and my mum is very different. after the talk...i was wondering if i am too complex or my mum is too naive. personally, i think its my mum that's too hypocrite.

her actions doesnt match her words. her words of yesterday doesnt match her words of today. she just do and say whatever seems to benefit her more.

anyway, she was saying the drama is too fake. she says no one will ask the girl to leave the school. coz they'd pity her. she said if she were the parents, she'd even ask me to help her. and she crapped about how pityful some people are and we should really help them when they are in need blahblahblah...

and it was the same her, that always told me and my bro to mind our own business, and not try to save others. if ur friends get into fights, run. if u see other people drowning, never try to save them. and so on.

i told her, some of the parents were concerned about their children getting hurt while helping aya. and she crapped about parents would not be so heartless. and that even if get hurt also wont get hurt until very serious, so no big deal.

yup. so this is my mum.

anyway, after that go timah there play pool. in the end i got there 5 mins late, but everyone was later than me=_=. went to shop around. found a damn cool art shop! lotsa nice stuffs:)

pool was fun. but i was too tired to really enjoy myself haha.

then nothing much, go eat, then yq, jt, wh and ys came my house. at first is say wanna drink wine de. then in the end also duno what happened ended up watching documentaries on bermuda triangle. its really mysterious eh? then nothing much le lor haha

~~~~~

2008-10-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

yea! finally finished that. hope u all like it. and good luck for chinese!:)

okay pw got lotsa good advices.jiayou!

after that watched the first ep of 1 litre of tears, with the recomendation of clara.

so darn sad. first ep made me cry le. jy still say i look v. sian by the show. please lor, i'm holding back my tears can?

then band meeting. then got back home. duno why started playing ps2. abit sian.

kingdom hearts i keep cannot win the race against riku.

then for final fantasy X...i made a mistake. i should have let kimahri followed rikku's route. so that can steal more Lv3 keys from the 2 ronso. sian..i not enough Lv3 keysphere, i want my char.s to finish all their spheregrids!!!! ahh..i'm such a perfectionist.

okay...then go eat steamboat. nice nice!

duno why will talk about mum's dad die that time.

i've always thought that no matter what it is, i will still desire to know the truth.

but sometimes...there are really some things which i am better off not knowing and there are some things which i am totally not interested...why cant she just realise that?

got home...duno why go watch 1 Litre of tears. watch until ep 8....4am+

awww...cried like fountain. so darn sad!!!!!! haish....

the female lead, sawajiri erika and male lead, nishikido ryo. sawajiri is darn chio!XD

the aya's family.

i've seen the dad, jinnai takanori, somewhere..but i forgot where.

as for her sis, narumi riko, the girl with black coat at the back. i'm stunned she acted hagu for the jap version of honey and clover!! oh please. hagu is around 135-145 i think if im not wrong.

riko is 162cm!!! so much diff! ahh...cant stand! no matter how good the actor is, if she's tall, its really hard to give a feeling of a child. like how hagu is.

anyway, aya's first love is acted by matsuyama ken!XD L from deathnote!!XD

okay i prefer him much better in deathnote. his character sucks in 1 litre of tears. cowardly+insincere.

tifa~<3

2008-10-28T23:00:00.008+08:00

today got pw lessons. went there early to prepare that hahaha

op was so darn funny. our group present until keep laughing. and the guys too niang le hahaha
heng that one not the real op. if not i sure die. i like laugh until no control, was kneeling on the floor.

after everything ended, me and yq went westmall subway to have our lunch!
we shared afootlong of meatballs de subway. super nice!XD esp with the cheese and mayonese. great.

then we ate the korean icecream while waiting for the shuttlebus. i ate the grape and vanilla flavor while yq ate the melon flavor.

melon is nice:) just not my type haha

the grape smells like grape.but taste like vanilla lol. anyway..its still super nice!

after that go my house. wanted to study chinese de...but ended up falling asleep. =_=

in the end, wh, mh, jt and jn come my house liao we still dont want wake up haha.

think mh really treat my house like his liao. heard from them, he just open the door as he knows our door wont be lock de. haha, like that next time i really must lock le lol.

okay...actually say come my house study chinese. in the end also ended up playing =_=.

my bro is wan ren mi!~ everyone wants to take photo with him!<3>

soo cute!~<3

ah. it was this pic that jn say she hen you nv ren wei. lol. btw jn, do u know that tifa is actually quite a tomboy?? haha

but i think she's very sensitive+observant . as in....xin si xi ni...

cloud!!~ sooooo shuai!~~~

ahhh~~~ tifaXcloud rocks!

ahhh...look at how worried he is, tifa!!! the perfect couple!~

but anyway zack is cool too. i wouldnt mind if zackXtifa happens muahahahah.

ok..i know it wont...

aerith. okay, totally not my type. thinks she's got quite a weird hairstyle.

but anywaes, still a very nice girl. sad she died:(

yuffie! kawaii~ she's so cute haha. wh's type lol

deepavali

2008-10-27T04:05:00.001+08:00

deepavali.

morning woke up. watched my hitman again hahahaha.

sad tsuna went back to the babaric mode:(((( love the 2nd opening though. tsuna looks damn cool in rebuke form!XD

whole day pw again. haish sianz.

went mrt to take choco from mh. on the way there saw zhoujing, stephanie, tianhe and jingjie. so coincidental haha.

pw sucks...haish. do the stick package. can turn out...cannot turn in=_=....

my bro is soo cute right??!

he just wont sit still for me to take photos:(

cute!<3

my bigger younger bro haha.

soooooooo cute~

haha tired already

lalala

anyway tonight ate homemade steamboat haha

used the rice cooker to cook and make steamboat~

in the end rice cooker too slow le we got too impatient and just cook everything haha

katekyo hitman reborn!

2008-10-26T03:58:00.002+08:00

sunday!~ and its spoilt:(

mum asked me to with her work there. there's some party or fair or whatever is that.

in the end. actually she dont need me at all. sianz. waste my time.

my bro also got irritated with the waiting

sooooo irritated lol

and its sooo hot that even he was perspiring badly...see the sweat beads on his forehead

then say will bring me eat nice food. went junction 8 coz its near. all not opened...

even if opened....no food i like:(

had some desserts(coz mum wanted it) for the first bite of my day, then went home.

whole day nothing to do. so i go on with my katekyo hitman reborn.

oh man....tsuna looks damn cool with his rebuke shot!!XD

he looks too weak+coward in his normal form. he looks too babaric in his dying will form.

but he looks damn cool in his new uniform with the rebuke bullet!!XD

man...leon should make more an more rebuke bullets. go leon!XD

happy birthday dad.

2008-10-25T23:53:00.001+08:00

ahhh...cant believe it...first day of school hols...and got PW meeting!!!! TT_TT

life sucks with pw...haishhh

whole day. sleep. eat. watch hitman reborn. PW.

haish...hitman not bad lar...quite interesting.........

anyway. tried to make a new stick package. the choco sucks. when we heated it...a thick layer of oil flow out. the choco didnt melt, but went dried, with that layer of oil.yucks

anywaes..the star of my house is just too popular!XD

mh with my cute lil bro!

munching on biscuits

okay relax...i'm not gonna snatch it away:)

today is dad's birthday. happy birthday daddy:)

last day of school

2008-10-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

last day of school.

maths tut is finally interesting haha. coz nv study at all keep crapping with jn and shawn only haha

today raining. so pe is free period! hahahahahahah

okay..took a long time to decide what to play..in the end never play anything=_=...just like sit in a circle and throw/kick the basketball around. arghhh...so pissed...stupid xm dont u know how dirty that basketball is!? and stop trying to fake hitting me with the ball coz obviously i know u wont. lol

and sorry wx...your basketball very kelian TT_TT

gp is...haha..okay la..not bad. listen to teacher's stories quite interesting...

joanne...deathnote rocks right?!?!?!XD

yes!!! today 12pm end school!!! YEAAAAA~~~>_<

haha but after GP ended up crapping with ys, jn and shawn. about some people likes to eat shit. i'm like o_O!?
in the end like 1.00pm then go home TT_TT

08s25 party~

2008-10-23T23:06:00.005+08:00

had a party with 08s25~~ fun!

will post the mega huge photos when i've got time=D

results...

2008-10-22T21:33:00.001+08:00

finally went school.

showed off my keychain!XD

heng today tr never use gp as pw. if not op our group die.

finally...the moment ever dreaded came...

getting back our papers.

haha kept praying to my new keychain. calmed me down alot=)

haish..only physics was better than i expected. or rather...physics was the one one that meet the grade that i need

inorder to confrim keep my 4H2:

General Paper : B
Mathematics : A
Chemistry : B
Physics : B
Economics : B

the results i got...

General Paper : E
Mathematics : B
Chemistry : E
Physics : B
Economics : S

haish...hope can like sppeal to keep my 4H2...:(

got back results. got people happy. got people sad. but everone look so sad. coz even those happy ones also wont dare look happy bah.

thought got band. wait so long. then remember today no band haha.

heng raining. yq haven go back. so we decided to makan!

saw jt they all on the way. haish...duno why we walk all the way to mac there to take bus lol.

anyway. ate ajisen!XD i ate the seafood ramen. nice nice.

talked alot. some fun stuffs. some sad stuffs. haish...hope everyone will be in the same class next year.

to anyone who didnt do well for promos(including me):

hey. dont be sad k? promos is just a small part of our lives. even if next year different class liao. but we're still friends:) just try if can stay in same class anot. if really cannot. also nevermind. can make even more friends:]

slam dunk!~

2008-10-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

slept whole day again.=_=

think i've slept a week's worth of sleep.

finally watched finish slam dunk

oh man it rocks.

why never continue haish...

:(

haish. op sucks. lousy com sucks. no 07 version of microsoft sucks.

cant even do my op. haish..only can do during tmr de break lo haish...

sick.

2008-10-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

today nv go school. sick.

sleep whole day.

still so tired.

watch slam dunk.

they really rocks!XD miss my childhood haha

megane-kun!!~~~ love him=P. surprisingly haha

love my new keychain!!XD

cant wait to go to school to show off haha

julie roberts

2008-10-19T21:22:00.006+08:00

haish..think i really sick le..maybe cannot go sch tmr:/

aniwaes, went to centrepoint, ate the dong fang shanghai la mian xiaolongbao.

aint my bro cute?XD

awww

wanton soup. the wonton is nice:) but personally i prefer waigong's wanton more:(

chicken soup la mian. this one also nice!!! but i think the soup abit too bland for me haha

xiaolongbao. sucks:(

veg bao. this one is pretty nice:D

sheng jian bao. it is quite nice. but the sad thing is they prolly steam it before grilling it. that sucks. sheng jian bao taste real nice if it was grilled raw.

anyway, later we walked over to cuppage plaza to buy my birthday pres from dad!:)

but sad it was drizzling

and my bro was the only one that got covered haha

aint he cute~

yup! finally bought it!XD the star clover keychain that i really wanted from julie roberts. i think the packaging is really nice.

the back of it

and the front. haha. the shopkeeper was really nice. he helped me put that green colored gem for free!! sad he dont have pink colored one. pink and green looks nice together:(
but still love it! made many wishes. hope they will come true:)

ichiban boshi+taiwan porridge:)

2008-10-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

woke up early in the morning. went bbp to have ichiban boshi with yq and qh!XD
haish..like the culture of s25....no one's ever on time....

but heng no one on time..since the restaurant only opens half an hour after our meeting time haha

as i have gotten all my stamps already..i'm entitled to all the free stuffs!XD

tori karaage. nice:) but i'm not exactly a chicken-lover, esp when facing seafood hahaha

soft shell crab tempura! real nice!XD

smth from the special menu, which comes with ocha and misa soup.

well..there's another california temaki which i ate it before i managed to take a pic. haha..sorry too hungry lol.
yup. these are all the free items:)

lobster salad maki. didnt manage to try haha

spicy tuna maki. so so lo.

salmon tataki. $7.90. not worth it:(

ahhh! lobster salad inari!!! it rocks totally!XD

at the back is seasoned scallop and lobstersalad gunkan.

seaweed! love it!XD
qh say green green one so very yucky, duno can eat anot. please lo. i thought u like green? and also all veg green u still eat what lol.

salmon avacado gunkan. okay lo...like that lo. taste like it looks.

qh and yq!:) lol at first when we got there, me and yq just took the seat at each side, and its 2-choose-1 choice for qh!!! hahaha. heng she choose to sit with yq like that its easier for me to take pics of them both muahahahah

tamago zensai! rocks man!

lol stunned haha

anyway..i also ordered the chawanmushi. so so lo.
anyway, i spin the thing and got $40!XD
so we only spent $13+ altogether for this meal!:)

then..had to go for pw..haish..like wasting time like that. p w sucks. pw totally waste time lol. i should like go set up a anti-pw fanclub or what hahaha

okay..then go home. and went to eat taiwan porridge, that's opposite beauty world.:)
love the food there!

xian yu zhen rou! salted fish with steam pork. this..is super nice!XD

chuan cai rou si! the duno what veg fry with pork. nice:)

ham(cockles) with special sauce and chili! its really nice! even for ppl like me who seldom likes to eat ham. but i think its a lil too spicy for me haha

chai pu jian dan! chai pu ommelate. this is nice!XD love chai pu. its the salty chewy thing that u usually will find in carrot cakes.

fried tofu!!!! really nice!!! love it!XD though its a lil bitter haha.
and i think they put too much chili in the sauce le!!! i cant take the spice lol. but heng they only "piak" the chili into the sauce and nv mix.

yes! just eat it!XD

wooo...it taste nice haha. anyway we gave him eat the porridge.

i want garlic+sweet chili!

2008-10-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

lol. today...said someone looks like brock from pokemon. TOTALLY ALIKE!! lol

GP was...okay lo. abit scary when teacher suddenly call me to recite the AQ stuffs lol

after that...go mama hse..slackslackslack..then need to go for CCA le.

haish...also duno what happening to me. duno what i'm hesitating for. many things i want to do. many things holding me back. then later regret coz i should have done those things...

anyway. go eat mac after band. haish..nearest mahhh

lol. going crazy all de way, until the 3 of them also dun dare come near me le haha

okay..though u dunwan me put ur pics in my blog. but at least i chose i pic where ppl wont recognise its u eh? i didnt even gave hints on ur name lol
just let me put laa...i think this pic very cute eh..

our silent protests....lol

actually wanted to do another version for the garlic chili de. but sad no time..coz we wanna rush home to watch the 9pm show haha

anyway..mac sucks now:(

eat fries only cannot take sauces like sweet&sour sauce, curry sauce etc. only nuggets can:(
also..no more sweet chili and garlic chili le.:( love them soo much. haishhh

jack's place

2008-10-16T23:48:00.001+08:00

haish..i think i getting more and more evil. like to tease ppl about the fact that they still have to study chinese. haha..nvm people! let me tease! then get a better score than mine, and u peeps will have the last laugh!!! hahaha

got home, mum say bring us out to eat:) together with my lil bro

lol he's scared, that's why he's clutching on to his seat belt

this thing is darn heavy, which is why when we carry it, it'd be super rocky, explaining why he feels so scared haha

in the car still a lil afraid haha

went bbp to eat jack's place.

ordered the lobster soup. pretty nice. love the garlic bread:)

the oyster is super fresh and cheap! - quoted by my mum.

i dont really know since i dont really like oysters

potatoskin!!! super nice!XD

its potato skin(with some potato) topped with bacon, chong and cheese:)

i ordered the NZ tenderloin with mushroom sauce. pretty nice:)

the toppings for the potato!

i ordered meduim

chocolate ice cream with almonds. its the alacart dessert in the meal set i got

lol, my mum just soak the pacifier into the water to clean it. doesnt it look beautiful???

anyway. love bbp jacks place. the waiters and waitresses are all very friendly and nice. even though i suddenly remembered i forgot to tell them to change the vegs to fries a long time after i ordered. they still gave me a smile and changed for me:)

Oral Presentation

2008-10-15T22:22:00.004+08:00

haish..i suck. i really suck. sucks sucks sucks sucks.

did such a shitty job.

cca sooooo tired. but pretty fun:)

think i'm getting worst..haish...really need to bring back instru to practise le:(
asked u to prepare script. u gave me the irritated look and say u wrote already. ended up u didnt, and just do a shitty job. asked u to bring prototype, u gave me the heck care look, and told me you didnt bring. honestly, why do i even care anymore. no. i'm not angry. i'm just irritated.

>:(

2008-10-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

lol chem tut so funny. was talking to qh when i suddenly realised yq went into a "trunce" mood. she was hugging her bunny pencil box and stroking it. hahaha...the scene very funny.

haish...thought op is thurs present. in the end prepared de slides le nv prepare the script:(

got to see others present. got good points. got bad points.

lol funny thing is when shawn go up, the first thing i thought was "wah so fierce" he like totally cannot smile haha. then whole day make fun of him le.

haish...after promos..really no mood to study leh...go lectures like sleeping time like that.
ahhh...realised joseph draws too:) wish can see his drawings.

then go phy prac. damn those ppl>=(.

Mr Loo set up some experiment or what, i think got to do with electricity de. then stupid xm kept scaring me. not once, but twice! 2nd time so darn pain somemore coz i totally hit my back against the table.
jy also another one. pretended that the wire was hot, and let me see a burnt mark on his fingers somemore. then ended up its not hot at all. =_=
joseph that stupid a** tried to scare me by poking me at the sides when he thought i touched the wire. just to tell you...i didnt touch the wire that time...=_=

after that is pw meeting..sianz...

then help vera jie in her pw. hehe..earned myselfa free pastamania treat at lot1 :)

chicken soup with garlic bread. personally i think the soup is too bland. but i like the bread!:)

bacon aglio that vera jie ordered. not nice:( like sooo oily and no taste de

meatballs(beef)!!! totally rocks!!:)

ended up go home very late. finish op also super late le.
i was darn pissed today. wtf. i only wanted to ask u smth and u gave me that attitude. will it kill u if u try to listen to what i've got to say? forget it. i should have gave up on pw long ago. dont even know why i got so worked up.

E-Learning Day

2008-10-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

haish...rare holiday... they should rename it as OP day...:(

early in the morning..woke up and go online for pw meeting. no one was on time=_=...

my breakfast!

warm choco cake from coffee beans! sad dun have vanilla ice cream..only can make do with strawberry icecream.

ahh...nice!XD

but duno is it because of the way i heat, or is it the difference in cake. the warm choco cake i had last time at white dog's cafe(vivocity) was much nicer! the choco really ooze out and it wasnt so sweet.

anyway...my lil bro had the first chocolate of his life!XD

yum yum

so cute!

he also had his first strawberry ice cream!:)

then go westmall de mayim eat lunch...

ordered this niu nang lamian. nice!XD

but wish they have a version where there's both niu nang and beef meat in it rather having only niu nang or only beef meat.

zhu chang fen with critters! pretty nice:)

anyway also tried the xiao long bao and jiu chai bao. yucks....

haish..my bro is so cute even when drinking!

his smile!!~~~

anyway dinner we cooked ourselves at home.

ruo song soup! nice:) though i prefer waigong's version better

steak bought from shop n save. err...doesnt taste very fresh:( duno laaa

haish...whole day nv do much

i'm so so so so so so stupid. stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid:(

send the email, nv attach the file=_= damn idiot...

=((

2008-10-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

today. they say meet at ernest house 10 pm. left house at 9 plus. at 9.55am, mh called me and say they meeting online. WTF. i went all the way to cck and 5 mins before the meeting time u tell me meet online?! pls lor...u think i live very near argh lol

after that. go home...so late le...also duno discuss what shit. haish...pw is shit:(

then go vivocity. haish..cannot stand that gary. everytime go out so irritating, always rushing us to be faster and go back home. why? coz he want to play dota=_=.

decided to try a new jap restaurant today. called shin kushiya.

overall....:(

appetizer. bland. hard.

lol the plate is pretty cute haha. but gary says the white like looks like what my lil bro will puke out lol

tako wasabi. pretty okay

seaweed+egg. so so. egg too bland

chawanmushi!!!! the best of all i had today! the prawn is big. but totally bland. most prolly is because...

it was being used to cook the soup! it is damn tasty!!

ordered this sashimi moriwase. looks nice right?

but the only acceptable one was the salmon=_=.

the prawn was tooo "fresh" as in "xian"

mekajiki was soo "juicy" one bite and alot of water came out. not to say it was darn difficult to chew.

hamachi and tuna was...haish.

esp the hamachi...it was...difficult to chew too! can u imagine it?!

like the sushi! the rice is tasty:)

scallop!

akagai!

salmon belly!

my bro ordered this spicy salmon roll. yucks.

this is nice:) gilled prawns with shiso leave and bacon!! real nice!

onsen tamago! wanted to have a try. budden...okay lo. u can totally imagine the taste. its just...egg...

grilled scallop with shiso leaf and bacon. well..the prawn version was nicer.

tempura banana!!! real nice! the red beans!! the tempura banana taste great with vanilla ice cream!!!XD

i'm getting stupid :'(

2008-10-11T19:55:00.003+08:00

sianzz...today...do proposal..so sian...

go net search random stuffs...and found some tests.

well...looks like i'm ISFJ...read the description..think it totally fits me..though there is still a major difference. and that is that i'm in the midst of trying to change myself. which explains the diff of what ppl see me as and what the test says...

i change my personality every 2 years. though they are always along that line.
the fact that i dont say what bothers me the most...unless those things doesnt bother me anymore.
i'm currently learning how to control my temper, and not get angered easily. although i can hide my anger really well...i'm learning how to show ppl i'm angry. ironic? actually i dont think so.

i just dont want to get angered so easily, but i want to let ppl know when i'm angry. coz this is the only way to let others know where my limits are, and they should not step further.

haish...which explains my low EQ lol. i took this test and it stated my EQ is below average.

my IQ was even worst. i rmb i took a test when i was in pri sch, and it stated 151. for today's one..it came out 141. wtf. i got more stupid by 10 in just 5 years. meaning my IQ decrease at the rate of 2 per year.

ah..and the other inteligence test at the right. wow..i'm sooo talented:) hehehe

haish..but i know such online tests might not be so accurate. should i try for the nus IQ test?? but i heard it cost quite alot:(

pw...is sooo sianz...hate pw. haish..

crapping day

2008-10-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

ahhh..today's sun sooo hot!!:(

rock climbing is pretty fun. but trackpants and the haversack are sooo ugly...:(

today..crapped alot....more and more pangxie! hahahaha

mh super lame..eat papaya and melon also sooooo dramatic. but we girls also very bad...go trick him and made him keep our plates lol

after the farewell assembly, we really too bored le. so me sz yq and qh like form a circle and keep turning! hahaha like children like that. but really fun leh..though also tiring..

but i think the 2 person one better haha me and sz like siao already

lol..not only the 2 of us...me sz and yq like totally go crazy le..even wanted to dance fun+mass dance out of nowhere. qh abit cannot stand us just sit down there and see haha

then go canteen crap crap crap. haha even crapped qh and kh got electricity hahahah...like go in between them will kena shocked

band today is pretty fun:)

but sad..think this year de band festival will clash with the metro cip...meaning the metro cip maybe cannot go:(((( soooo sad!!!!

zettai kareshi!<3

2008-10-09T20:35:00.004+08:00

*warning: contains spoiler& ending*
please do not read if dont like..

casts

mokomichi is sooo shuai!XD

manga vers. left is soshi, right is night. and of course the middle is riiko

finished zettai kareshi today
haishh..sooo tired now. cried too much le....

the drama is really different from the manga. personally...i think its a totally different story.

at first i prefer the manga one...coz its more school based and more carefree. but after finishing the whole series. man...i love the drama!!!

reasons:
1. the drama's night[mokomichi] is sooooo charming!XD
2. i dont scream da hell outta my lungs for the manga's night.
3. i wasnt soooo agitated when reading the manga.
4. the manga wasnt half as touching as the drama.

the drama is really touching. coz in the manga...riiko was already hurt by love, and it was pretty easy for night to be accepted. furthermore, night only appeared after riiko was rejected. meaning...from the start of his life till his end...he didnt have to see riiko have feelings for other men.

in the drama...night saw how riika fell out of love...and fell in love again[with another guy]...get hurt by love...then finally got to love him[night]

it was hurting to watch him...coz he tries his best for riiko, and yet was always rejected.

also...in the manga...although the fact that night has got his own will was also made known, but it wasnt emphasized as much as in the drama.

in the manga...it made love roborts seem like they are fun, despite the sad ending.
but throughout the whole drama...the fact that night has got his own will was such a sorrowful and yet miraculous thing to happen.

i can really feel that night is becoming human...unlike in the manga...

throughout the whole drama...i was half wishing that night and riiko will be together...and half wishing the ending will be like the manga..

night have tried sooo hard...finally...when riiko accepted him..he had such limited time to be with her. i really wish that night can have happiness too. forever.

but i know deep in my heart, a love between a human and a robort is wrong. the only way to make their love forever...was to let night fail....

riiko will go old...but night will not. its almost like riiko will continue moving on with life, while night can only stay at the same spot...that'd be even more sad i think...

really like this drama. cried my heart out...

ah..another thing. i'm pretty sure many ppl will like riiko and hate mika right? personally...i like mika more. riiko is really a nice girl. but i can totally understand how mika feels. and sometimes riiko is really insensitive to her friend. the fact that mika hated/disliked her for soo long and she didnt feel a thing, already shows how much she observe/notice her friend.

as for soshiXriikoVSnightXriiko.....
i'm for soshiXriiko. coz in the manga...soshi liked riiko for very long le...and....i duno but..i just support soshiXriiko more hahhahhahah

metro eh?

2008-10-09T15:24:00.003+08:00

got sch...econs is boring:(

wr is...haish..like that lorrr

lol today jn say he more and more crap to me liao. cannot like that..must take care of image. pls lor...u still got image meh? haha

got the metro cip thingy. wanted to ask qf wan go out on which day then i choose which they.

but she cannot:(

like that then anything liao lo. just dun wan go paragon. coz central always very crowded:(

haish. sorry argh wx...made u wait so long.

anyway in the afternoon duno is who tell me is first come first served de. made me sweared in front shawn & jn lol. they were like 0_0 lol. but heng its not on a first come first serve come basis. though i already duno i heng for what..haish...

saddddddd:[ warning: contains emoism

2008-10-08T18:39:00.005+08:00

today is such a sad day.
warning: contains emoism. do not read if dont like. lol

think econs will not get very good marks. found lotsa mistakes le:(

lol. got the peer and self assessment to do.

oh! told jn about what gary said haha!!! he was soo fed up by the process since others kept talking to me. and i had to help others do their peer assessments(lol i so popular:P)
anyway he happy until he can "float" home le haha. oh! even jt say his sis thinks jn is de most good looking one in the class lol. i laugh until like siao.

haish anyway so easy to do others de. so difficult to do self de.

do i even have good skills and personal attributes??? lol.

but one thing i agree with mh is one attribute i need to improve on is my temper. think i flare up too easily. really. i get soo darn angry so easily. the worst thing is. recently, i dont even bother to hide it anymore.

haish....look at the one that jn did for me. sounds abit like someone else. i'm really not as good or nice or whatever i seem to be.

crapped alot today. some true, some untrue. some i really mean it, some i really dont. and some hidden inside.

yesterday i've thought of how unstable my world is. a slight change is enough to crumple my world.

today...i realised...no matterwhat happened, the world will still spin.

i'm immune to emotional pain already. or rather, faking to be immune is my only way of keeping my world together.

there had been times like this before. the only way to not feel the pain..is to shut myself out of all emotions, even joy and anger. store all my emotions inside my heart. then let it go all at once after the door of my room is closed.

Luckily, i've still not reach that stage now:) but i've got a feeling..that if i take a wrong step........i'd got back to those days...

lol. today jn told me that i've got a letter in the file i gave him. haha, was the angel mortal letter thing in sec 4. not bad sia. got the integrity(is this the word?) to not read and tell me:) lol shawn even thought it was a letter i left inside the file for him hahahahaha.
anyway, they r still so kpo want to read. the letter ended with a quiz: an ant fell of a 101 storey building. why does it die before it landed??
pls tell me if u know the ans k?

today jamie and aaron gave me my bday pres. its the exact same thing as what i bought for yq!!!! the sushi set and a hitsugaya metal neckless!!! lol great minds think alike! hahahahha

we talked about the art of shitting today. interesting:)

got home. my cute lil bro had an injection and a haircut!XD lol. now, he cries at the sight of the mirror lol. i guess he really dont like his new hairstyle eh?

look..i cant even get a clear pic of him since he was moving around so vigorously!

anyway..got home..got so pissed. so darn hungry, no dinner coz my mum ask my maid not to cook. why? coz she wants to go airport eat.=_=.
anyway..didnt really expect that to happen. but kind of prepared myself for it le. thought i would cry. but surprisingly i didnt even felt like it. guess i've been hurt more than enough.

school starts:(

2008-10-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

the short break is over. school starts again:(

some fun stuffs. some irritating stuffs.
i got pissed. and i know why:(

chem was...arghhh...my paper 1....

pw...sad...

anyway. had to rush to open band room. ahhh...the person came soo early. had to make him wait:( sorry. yay! all instru repaired le! and even knew new things on how to clean flute:]

after do the proposal...do until so late!!!! lol still have to be a free drawer(not the one that store things but the person that draws)

after that mum say fetch me go out eat(whoa so rare). in the end made me wait so long:(

had thai food. so so only. for some reasons, ended up everyone like not so happy like that:/

Enrichment day!

2008-10-06T18:02:00.005+08:00

in the morning, went for assembly. cant really rmb what was it about since i wasnt really listening opps :P. kept crapping with jn and wx...lol about classifying girls into modern and traditional, and boys approachable or not.
then went for beatboxing. really fun:) the guy damn cool! haha but sad halfway had to leave...

some sad things happened...yaaa:(

anyway, went lot 1 to eat with yq, wh and jt.
went MOF!XD

wh and jt:)

jt ordered the peach flavored one

wh ordered the weird weird flavor one lol

yq ordered this fabulous macha whatever-i-forgot-the-name-thingy!
really nice! it has the macha with red bean hokkaido ice cream and soft cream served with macha sauce, fruits, japanese dumplings, red beans and kanten jellies! really nice!XD

i ordered this macha sundae. REAL NICE!XD
its almost the same as yq, just that instead of reb beans underneath the icecream, mine are cornflakes. and instead of the japanese dumplings, mine has the waffle.

man..the waffle is SUPER nice. really.
sad they only give one:(

the spoon i use to eat! nice right?

anyway...we ended up playing with this pen lol.
coz the spring very springy hahahahahha
anyway today quite sad. duno why end up this way. wanted to stay back and apologise de, but fell asleep:( sorry

lalala

2008-10-05T00:38:00.009+08:00

haish...do pw...:(

got home...this handsome boy came and greet me hahahah

aint he cool?XD

wc and uncle

lol..he's sooo cute!

anywaes...then go eat with mum, wc and uncle.

lol apparantly he hates the sun

look at how small his head is as compared to my hand!XD

anyway sianz...went to upper bukit timah there ate western food. i wanted to go somewhere else de:(

anywaes ordered this dory fish fillet. pretty nice. just didnt like the chili sauce underneath the fish:(
but the carrots were really nice! with the sauce and all...

my maid ordered this burger

okay...got home...use com...saw lots of haruma pics!XDD

man...he's sooo shuai...shuai until i cannot take it anymore i just call xt and rant about how shuai he is! hahaha.

xt ended up at my hse since its better to "fan hua chi" together face to face lol

cute right? haha

okay..we said we'd do a real ugly face...but i guess xt cannot differentiate cute and ugly right? hahahaha

yay! the idol of my house! aint he sweeeeeeet?<3

lol...okay...i carried him. and turned. his face was hilarious!!!! this was his face after i stopped haha

anyway, after xt went back, i started watching zettai kareshi by mokomichi!!!XD real nice! he's like soooo darn shuai laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar! i like siao zhabor like that kept screaming lol.

but sad this show they changed a hell lot. in the manga they were students while in the drama they were working adults...hmm...dont like riiko:( so mean to night...

boring day~ gokusen 3!

2008-10-04T23:04:00.003+08:00

sy came my hse.

showed off the star of my house AGAIN!XD

haish...why is he so damn cute.

i'd never get tired of looking at himXD

this is haruma in koizora. great sweet+touching movie. though abit predictable but still very nice:)
man...he's totally shuai de lo! cant believe he's only one year older than me!
his hair can be abit more white/silver:). that'd be totally my type!XD muahahahahah

gokusen I!

matsumoto!~ oguri~ hiroki!~
matsumoto and oguri acted in hana yori dango too! :) and i know hiroki as nobu in NANA!
aint they cute!?

well..gokusen is really nice really. though it does get a lil boring after a few ep since its always the same pattern. the students gets into trouble, yankumi kicks the baddies asses. well, we cant expect much from a teacher-student drama can we? since its probably the only interesting thing that can happen haha.

anyway its still very touching. coz at least for each ep the troubles were different and its really sad and touching!XD

gokusen II

omgosh! love the 4 of them!XD sorry i excluded one out lol. u r still cute just not as cute as the others=P

the first 2 person i noticed were kamenashi and teppei.

since i saw the kindaichi movie that kamen acted in. he's like sooo darn shuai la!~ awww...sad i actually prefer the matsumoto vers. since kindaichi aint that cool+calm in the manga.]

and teppei is from love complex! the anime is great! just dont really like the live movie. a lil too boring for me. sorry=P

then...i totally love jin!XD he's soooo darn cute!=P it was hard deciding who's me fav. between kazuya and jin. but after one scene, where they were playing baseball and the baseball hit kuma, the expression jin gave was priceless!

mokomichi! okay la...he didnt get a REAL big role in gokusen. but i think he very shuai=P maybe also because of his tall built. oh, he acted in a drama called zettai kareshi this year!XD gonna watch it soon:)

gokusen III

ahh! gokusen 3!! all shuai gesXD i almost went crazy when i realised haruma is in gokusen 3!! sooooo shuai!!!XD i think he looks much nicer in colored hair than in black hair haha. he suit de naughty look more than the guai look haha.

oh, and all de other guys also very shuai=P. shohei got de depressed guy look haha

anyway...all in all right...gokusen3 is so so lo. coz all quite predictable liao...nth much=/. last time gokusen can see until every ep cry...now see the most touching ep also nv cry. but at least the ending is kinda new. but we all knew kazama is gonna live:)

career semina day

2008-10-03T17:30:00.004+08:00

sianzz...dun feel like going to sch at all today:(

sad dun have animation:(. so chose media lo.

nth much.

got lotsa free gifts!:) took a water bottle. pretty cool.

pw? pissed:(

band meeting. pretty fun and interesting:)

didnt know janice is such a hebe fan haha. S.H.E banzai!~

Inter-house games day

2008-10-02T23:01:00.004+08:00

sianzzz...so early go sch. not in any games. whole day wont have thing to do.

haven finish wr. laptop no batt. cannot go in library. die liao lor. hate pw:(

go see bba match. sad our team lost. but at least they tried their best eh?:)

then play bba for a lil while. wow so darn long nv play le! so fun:) but sad i so lousy:(

PSP! DJ MAX! i'm hooked:)

after that go lot 1 makan. one cup of sugarcane juice with lemon cost me $2.30:( so ex!!!!

then go home bath, read comics. sleep.zzz

the monster doctor is really nice and touching!!! in the bus i read cry 2 times...everyone like staring at me. go home continue reading. cried another 2 times.:(

sleep sleep sleep. yq, jn, wx, jt, and wh came to my house:) went to the "hotel room" slack awhile...then come my house le.

lol. enjoyed the scenery. and enjoyed the star in my house - my youngest brother:)
he soooo cute la! haha but i think it must have been damn pain for jn since wc was stepping on him haha.

then go out play wii!~ orihime rocks!XD wx really duno how to appreciate nice things lol. dun like hime:( but anyway he used hime to pwn jn anyway:)

jn's dj max is super fun!!! vs with him never even win once.:'(. must win him!!!!! lol...i so competitive haha.

ordered pizza. took super long. wx had to go home without eating the pizza:(nvm wx..i'd bring some to sch tmr:)

enjoyed ourselves during the dinner. lol funny thing is when i held my cup towards jn to help me pour more drinks..he thought i want to ganbei with him haha.

sad forgot to take pics when we eating. wx will be sooooo jealous! hahahaha

nth much lo. sweet dreams:)

hehe secretly took this photo:D

aww..aint my lil bro cuteeee????

new york new york!

2008-10-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

woke up only in the afternoon. slack slack slack.

took lotsa photos!XD

doesnt he look evil?? hehe

lol my prince charming~

okay la..its the hat that my class made for me ytd. but doesnt the crown suit him?!?XD

eating~

yum yum

added pumpkin and sweet potato:)

oishii~

lol my youngest brother is grabbing my younger bro's hair haha

my brothers:)

then go lot one eat with da gugu they all. ate new york new york! but darn! the queue is so damn long! at least when we got in the food was served fast. real fast.

cuppuchino(duno how to spell) mushroom soup! super nice de!XD

teriyaki chicken chop. so so lo

this is really nice:) love the spagetti. the chicken so so only

meat platter! shared with da gu gu but still cannot finish:(

food is pretty nice la :)

class outing:)

2008-09-30T23:59:00.006+08:00

haish...only woke up at 1+...ended up being late:(

went to csc to play bowling.

haishh..4 yrs nv bowl le...soooo lousy now:(

nice pose! lol

jn! scorer of the day!:)

albin! another scorer of the day!:D

kh. lol..cameraman of the day

bernard. mp3 man of the day.

shawn. nicest pose of the day!

why must u wear a hat indoors??:(

lol. kawaii~XD

face of the day:)

js...another nice pose haha

girls of the day!:]

took alot of pics:))))) so happy haha.

then went to nus see ms shan. nus is sooo big!

went to BK to eat. mushroom swiss!~ so long nv eat le!

crap crap crap. talk talk talk.

then out came a cake! cake so beautiful. kept taking pics. tot its for yq's bdae, afterwards then realised its for yq, js and me.

cake!

haha. thanks alot 08s25:)

lol..there was even de bday hat hahahaha, but the pics on top really look like de dead ppl photo leh=_=.

us cutting the cake:)
lol, then wx and jn took the ribbon on the cake to tie my hair=_=...suit my red shirt haha. only after i got home then i realised how dirty the ribbon must be since it was tying the cake!:(

oh! and i showed off weicheng's photo again!!XD stupid wx dont know how to appreciate my cute lil bro. nvm. at least got jn, know how to appreciate cute babies:)

then go play pool. went to the upstairs one. think today condition not bad..pretty okay:D

yq~ looks so cool haha

lol hands short!:P jk haha

scary~so serious =x

haha, edwin did the trick thing and used the ball to hit jn in the stomach

lol..stunts:)

JT~

wah..look so pro haha

wx:)

today nv play so late le! finally nv miss de last bus. lol. but was raining so heavily:(

lol first strike of the day!XD sorry, took it in landscape format. but duno how to rotate it:(

FREED!!!XD

2008-09-29T23:59:00.005+08:00

omfg! freed from promos at last!!!XD!!! hehe...overall: bad. heck care le...gonna play like siao~ yaya!

today finally can redeem my bet liao!:) poor qh haha.

sianzz...got there, but closed:(. only open at 6pm. so go beauty world walk walk and crap in mac with yq &qh. hehe, then went to this super "fu gu" toy shop! with lotsa toys that we last time play de XD! now really seldom can see such toys le. so i bought de whistle candy and the magic flower:)

got to this super ulu bookshop. lotsa old stationeries that we last time use de! man..so huai nian. bought 2 mega huge pencil box for my art stuffs..and a "winged pen" haha. a pen which got wings that can flutter de:)

finally ate at new garo! super nice de!

qh ordered chicken katsu curry don. lol she like go every jap restaurant also wanna eat de curry de.

yq ordered de nigiri sushi nami. -$20. nice:)

i bought de unagi sashimi set - $24. super nice!XD!

really.. always loved new garo's unagi. coz they somehow make the bones so soft that sometimes you wont feel it even if u eat the bones.

look at that layer between the fish meat and the skin!XD delicious!!

sashimi is fresh:)

and of course i ordered the "shiok maki" whoa..really shiok argh. super nice! its a maki with avacado and unagi inside, and aburi salmon on top. then there is this special sauce and lotsa tobiko!heavenly!!!XD

man...look at it!XD it tastes 100000000 times much nicer than it looks:)

de sake temaki is really super nice. i think its because of the seasoning that the chef put, and also due to the chef's skills. the temaki's seaweed is totally crispy! ordered 2.:P. 1 for $6

and qh ordered the ikura sushi!!! $10 for 2 small lil piece of gunkan sushi!! soo ex! but with the amount of ikura that was in the sushi..its really worth it. didnt manage to take the pic:(

yq ended with macha ice cream. sad it was already so "melted" when it was brought to us.:(

i ended with a chawanmushi. pretty nice:) take one scoope got soup ooze out haha.

overall really nice! though its quite ex, i'd say its worth the money coz food is really too nice! not to say there wasnt much people.

would be a good place to have nice quite dinner. but its too quiet for us, the 3 noisy girls, haha.

then played pool with jt and wh.

yq and qh went home first, and the 3 of us continued. and...

we missed the last bus AGAIN!!! grr..and we waited there for about 1/2hr before we realise the last bus was gone:( so we took 61 to westmall then go home by ourselves.

steamboat~

2008-09-28T23:59:00.007+08:00

4 years nv blog...freak man..spent almost da whole day trying to fix this blog:( sianzz...duno why keep cannot get into da blog. only can make a new one and edit everything over again lo=( today my bro(younger de) so darn cute! opened de new toy for him! hehe...took soo many photos of him!>_<. haish..in the end also nv study phyics...kinda gave up on my promos already...there's already too many things that are out of my control..what does it matter if one more adds on to the list...>_> .

my cute lil brother!XD

aint he cute with his new toy??:)

lol, while playing the toy, he kinda hooked 2 rings to both his hands. so i might as well hook the other 2 rings on his legs haha.

still happy~

then he got pissed.

and more pissed lol.

i guess he really dont like rings on his legs eh?

after i got the rings off~

lol he tried to kiss the camera when i took this shot haha

lol a ring on his head!:) yawn~

eeee~

aww...soooo cute~~
okay...actually his irritated coz i put his toys on his head

haha clearly he's damn irritated..

lol. when i took this shot, he suddenly like pull open his shirt haha

kawaii~~

awwwwwwwwwwwwwXD

so cute! haha but looks like he's zipai-ing haha

haish..why is he so cute?

hehe is the sofa tasty??

pose!

hohoho!

steamboat for dinner! yummy! love de steamboat there...soo nice!

yin yang guo!

bai ye

dong to fu

my special sauce! love the sauce there! there have this whole trolly of different sauce and u can mix as u like. i put lotsa peanut sauce, seaseme, whatever that greenthingy was, some chili and seaseme oil.:)

:)

its de place where my mum yang shui burst and we had to rush to the hospital to deliver my bro haha. still rmb that time even though burst liao all 3 of us(me, my mum & my bro) still dun really want to go..coz the food there too nice..then nv eat finish lol

Happy Birthday!~ <3

2008-09-28T02:59:00.004+08:00

yay! happy birthday sherry! and my blog! no idea why i wanna make a blog again... ya..gave up on blogs 4 years ago when ebloggy went shiit. and wow, blogging is soo much easier now with all those tools=)

kinda sad today. for every birthday that passes...it only made me belive more that birthday wishes are all crap.

every year...since i was 5 i think. i've made the same birthday wish. there was a period when i thought that maybe its finally gonna come true this year...but it was false hope. made me realise even more that...maybe this wish will never ever come true... ...

oh! ate japanese food at sushi tei in vivo city today!!! ordered de $89.00 sashimi which consist of ohtoro, uni and lobster!

kyaa~ delicious!X

lobster!

ohtoro~

uni~ actually the uni is so so only...but the rest are fantastic!:)

man...look at the color!XD

aburi sushi!

well, the lobster head was made into misa soup. only remembered to take photos after more than half the soup was gone haha

i especially love de special unagi maki! it totally rocks!!=D

we let my bro ate some tofu:) first tofu of his life!!

went on shopping spree~ bought lots of copic markers!=D spent a damn long time on choosing de colors. man..wish i had all de money in de world to buy every color. wish clamp would tell me what colors they use for their beautiful art.

and finally found de copic papers! also bought some graphite chalks. though it looks cool, its so dirty and messy and fragile:(. wish clamp would tell us what they used for the lines of tsubasa art. the one which looks like crayon or what.

also, lotsa brushes and watercolor!!XD decided to try out watercoloring..since its much more economical than copics lol

haish...wish i had all de money in the world to buy every thing in those art shops... i want a big house where i can have an entertainment room with all my manga, anime, games and com in it! then with all my art stuffs too! that'd be soo great!>.<...okay..maybe i should wait for my next lifetime TT_TT got home, i cooked western food for my family:) sad there's no veg at home or i'd make salad.:(
steak+cambell soup+fries:)

yummy~

my cake:) bought from bread talk.

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